Fair enough. Could easily just be a case of me being an old man and not liking the new slang lol. Wouldn’t be the first time.
Rape is definitely a dirty word (for a dirty action) but like I guess I feel like, ravish, take, force seduce, etc are right there…
To me “non con” will always be a genre/tag/warning, short for “non consensual”. So my brain just expands it out to “I want him to non consensual me” which sounds hella odd in my brain.
