The (Musical) Joy of Villainy Alive (Jekyll & Hyde) Tonight I’ll plunder heaven blind/ Steal from all the gods!Tonight I’ll take from all mankind/ Conquer all the odds!And I feel I’ll live on forever/ With Satan himself by my side![…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Former whumpee– who thought they had run far enough, who thought they had become strong enough– getting that sudden, visceral, horrifying, crushing reminder that no one can escape their pain and fear forever.
the-bar-sinister: Why is it always “your schemes are a menace”, “someone has to stop your evil schemes” and never how were the evil schemes, the evil schemes looked fun. Yes thank you they were very fun. The journey is better[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Why is it always “your schemes are a menace”, “someone has to stop your evil schemes” and never how were the evil schemes, the evil schemes looked fun.
the-bar-sinister: deeply torn between “I need to spend my whole day on the computer” and “if I spend one more second on the computer today, I’ll explode.” Okay. I need to go outside. The Computer Is Harming Me.
deeply torn between “I need to spend my whole day on the computer” and “if I spend one more second on the computer today, I’ll explode.”
Yes, some of our system members have orientations that change depending on their shift. I think the most obvious/dramatic one is that there are a few system members who are asexual in one or more shifts, and not in others.
I miss drawing. I wish it didn’t hurt (physically) to do now. Don’t get me wrong, I love writing, and I think I’m a much better writer than illustrator. But drawing always has had a sort of meditative and devotional[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I am a quarter of the way through O/ne P/iece and I can already tell everybody else’s opinions are wrong XD
142. If I have children and subsequently grandchildren, I will keep my three-year-old granddaughter near me at all times. When the hero enters to kill me, I will ask him to first explain to her why it is necessary to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Anyway, that mania that started in late march/early april has finally started to cool, so we’ll probably be returning to a little bit more of our typical posting style. We seem to have… over-committed ourselves a bit socially speaking during[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Thinking about the fact that One Piece is old enough that I could have started watching it in high school. Thinking about the fact that I managed to finally get into the damned series just as it’s about to end,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
You are the one who knows your F/O best, no matter what. Even if you and another self shipper share a character, you know your F/O the best and they know theirs the best. When it comes specifically to self[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I am a full person with my own independent goals, desires and concerns. It is not my duty to be interesting, entertaining, helpful, convenient or productive for others at all times. I deserve rest. I deserve to engage in my[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I posted almost 400k of AceAt on AO3 between 3/1/2024 and 6/1/2024. I shouldn’t feel bad about taking a breather. And yet I do.
Binge TV culture has literally taken away my favorite thing about TV watching, which was speculating with a community about the direction of the show as it airs, and discussing, dissecting and interpreting the minutia of each episode in detail[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Deeply frustrated in a way I simply cannot describe to mere mortals.
Leaving every fandom I visit worse off than I found it like fandoms were parks and I was irredeemably evil.
Whumpee screaming their throat raw. Screaming until they’re hoarse. Until every attempt to use their voice hurts as bad as everything else. Screaming until the only thing that comes out of their mouth is choked croaking noise. Screaming, and screaming[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Oh, you think he’s evil? You think he’s a monster? You’re right, and I’m his favorite.
This scenario is *my* weakness. π A villain who is cruel, or icy with the rest of the world, but you– you’re so precious to them. They’d never want to do you any lasting harm. They’d never do anything they[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Whumper cups whumpee’s chin in their hand and they pull whumpee’s gaze up to face them. With a smile on their face, they look whumpee dead in the eye. “No one’s coming for you, precious.”
the-bar-sinister: there’s definitely a lot of social shame surrounding the idea of wanting to be the dominant/aggressive/pursuing partner in a relationship. It is not what our culture romanticizes, and in fact, it hypes it up as something scary, and potentially[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
there’s definitely a lot of social shame surrounding the idea of wanting to be the dominant/aggressive/pursuing partner in a relationship. It is not what our culture romanticizes, and in fact, it hypes it up as something scary, and potentially dangerous.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Imagine an intense kiss with your F/O, They grab the fabric of your shirt, gathering it in their hands and push you against the nearest wall. Their face is close to yoursβ you can feel the warmth of their breath[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Imagine getting to personally save your villainous F/O from whatever awful fate canon gives them.
yeah, today is just not a writing day– and that’s okay ^^
Imagine your more experienced F/O teaching you how to kiss. Or your demanding F/O teaching you how to properly kiss to their personal satisfaction.
so yeah that’s why we either write ship or gen, we literally don’t know how to earnestly write anything else ^^;;;
The queer platonic question brought up something that I’ve been struggling to talk about, which is like, that there’s a word to describe something about myself that I’ve always kind of known, but played off as a joke, or an[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Still deeply in love with my F/O who hasn’t changed a single bit in over 5000 years.
“You just want them to grow up so they’ll become filthy pirates like you, Hook.” “I want them to grow up so they’ll become men, Pan. So they’ll become something more than your playthings!”
gothic novel voice: “but wouldn’t be so terribly romantic if I did let my villainous F/O take everything from me, and ruin me and twist me into something unrecognizable as myself but unmistakably belonging to them?”
quiet night tonight because I am writing an incredibly tense scene π
If I had to be stripped of one, I would rather be stripped of dignity context See Results
Imagine you and your F/O haven’t gotten together yet. You’ve been in the middle of a conversation. Things have perhaps, gotten a little heated– even a little ugly. You turn to leave, and your F/O suddenly grabs you by the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
“You don’t understand!” Whumper grabs whumpee by the collar with both hands and forces their back against the wall, pinning them there under whumper’s body. Whumpee cringes as whumper snarls in their face. “You don’t understand and so help me[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
This is in fact going to be the first year of the past 13 years that we don’t celebrate 413. I’m going to block the tag just for the day so it doesn’t get overwhelming. ^^;;; we’re just too deep[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
the trick to not blowing up on tumblr is to not post things that are broadly relatable. gotta stop being relatables georg.
“if you can fool your friends, you can always fool your enemies.” They both said it. And they’re both my (πͺπͺ) F/O π ask game link
dshdaskhdkas ππ got summoned to the front for a post and stuck around and he *immediately* forgot we were boiling water. This is why he can’t cook and isn’t allowed in the kitchen. Thankfully this time I caught it before[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Honestly I need to do a whole meta post about the similarities / shared vibes between Elden Ring and the Slayers universe.
For Xellos! Oh dear! ^_^ π Thank you for asking! 4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in? Elden Ring. I wanna see Xellos[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
getting our tag and post content filters back in working order feels like patching leaks in the boat π€£
goals for this blog: be less timid about reblogging fandom stuff just because we like it don’t let the discourse win. Discourse stays on the other blogs.
blackheartbiohazards: Kintype/fictive from an ongoing shonen manga is the worst curse imaginable. context: made the mistake of going on the mairuma subreddit V_V
Kintype/fictive from an ongoing shonen manga is the worst curse imaginable.
Pain flare today so we are resting and watching Japanese travel videos π
With regard to a self-ship imagine ask that we got that framed F/O’s actions explicitly with the word “abuse”– basically as soon as you bring the word “abuse” in to describe a toxic relationship (be it self ship or otherwise)[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
10 – What is your favorite whumpy story you have written? Oh that’s such a hard question. Of recent ones, I’d say “Screwed Up” a semi-short one-shot where Heisenberg tortures Ethan with thumbscrews. But going back in time, I had[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
post on my dashboard reminded me nostalgically of my pokemon whump era when I was a teenager. It was this incredibly angsty and brutal story idea of course based on SYLPHCO and pokemon experiments… Maybe some day I should bring[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
why is it always so hard to figure out what I want?
If you knew who Daniel Fabron was, you would love him as much as I do. “I have many fun adventures lined up for you. We have death, destruction, disease, all of the fun things that the modern world will[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Otto Octavius and Karl Heisenberg are sharing a cigar back and forth and laughing. They are talking science. They are kissing. They are boyfriends.
Hey friends!! There are some really interesting asks in my inbox right now about japanese culture, plurality, fanservice, and media created by het men etc. I am going to answer those at a later date (probably tomorrow) because I’m actually[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
“Persona month!” I shout, showering my followers with Urusei Yatsura and Metal Gear content, along with the usual Resident Evil… and some Persona π
Who can wait for later? Make out with your F/O while you’re insulting one another! π
ongoing to-do list for fic writing. (comment if there’s something you want to see sooner rather than later.) Continue TMNWA More Akira x Akechi Ocelot x Otacon torture lessons rough Heisenberg x Chris Some Ethan x Heisenberg?? maybe?
Imagine a road trip/unlikely buddies movie about two or more of your F/Os from separate sources teaming up for the first time to rescue you from danger or get you out of some other situation. Would it be a comedy?[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Pick a favorite Vriska Serket or (Vriska) Karl Heisenberg Joker Persona 5 Victor Creed / Sabretooth Toko Fukawa / Genocider Syo Jeritza Von Hrym / The Death Knight Ken Ichijouji / The Digimon Emperor Klavier Gavin Captain Hook Revolver Ocelot[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheartbiohazards: blackheartbiohazards: hungry but don’t want to eat. want to write, but can’t manage to focus. blendy and blurry. bluh. okay. going to make some eggs. going to try to get someone specific to the front. then maybe write? we[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
ππππ Thank you so much?? Honestly we never really expected anyone to be particularly invested in our slayers material so the fact that you’re really into it is such a nice surprise, it’s honestly kind of overwhelming! (in a good[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Man some people *really* can’t handle the simple fact that “author chose not to warn” aka “may or may not contain peanuts” is a valid warning.
πππ Thank you for thinking of us! Hope you wake up good! We’re doing good, honestly just hanging around watching our partner play Person 3 Reload and writing.
Makoto Nijima is the butch in her relationship with Joker. π He rides on the back of her motorcycle when they go on justice-crime dates. π³
Being taken on dates to two live WWE shows was the highlight of the second worst relationship of our life, tbh.
mori can memento my foot up his ass. π
Wrote almost another 3k today. There are only about 4 scenes left to write in the novel and I am going insane about it.
when the derealization hits and everything feels like its a video game screen…
Oh! A good one! With a prompt like this I can’t help but go Silent Hill. Text below the cut. Cut for spoilers and violence. AO3 link Erotic Horror prompt list — “You’re not real,” James rasped out as his[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
WIP excerpt from today’s writing. Can’t believe I’m 85-90% done with this novel! — Money changed hands, and we passed the man, and headed down into the belly of the beast. I wasn’t prepared for what waited for me there,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Another 3k written today. At this pace I should have 6 or 7 days of writing left before the draft is finished. π€π€π€π€
Fully re-outlined the back end of the story, and wrote 3k today. It’s all planned out. All I need to do is write about 15-17k more words and the novel’s first draft will be finished.
Wrote 1600 words today. We’re creeping up on a long word count for this novel, but I know a bunch of the early stuff is going to have to be cut, so I’m trying not to worry about it.
An online friend I’ve been in off and on contact with for almost 25 years is in the hospital, and I am fretting over them :C hope they get a diagnosis and get better soon. read more on wordpress
I’m going to answer for my F/O Xelloss with my S/I π π What’s your first memory with your F/O? My first memory is when he visited my parents inn one night, and came to talk to me while I[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
oof, we’’re up late. Good night everybody– feel free to fill the ol’ inbox π€£
kawaii-pigeon: blackheartbiohazards: kawaii-pigeon: Sometimes i think id come across as condescending prick if anything i made got traction. Like, yeah, im not spoon feeding you morals. If you can read this online i expect you to have some level of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
kawaii-pigeon: Sometimes i think id come across as condescending prick if anything i made got traction. Like, yeah, im not spoon feeding you morals. If you can read this online i expect you to have some level of reading comprehension?[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
it looks like if I manage to keep up the pace i’ve set I’ll hit around ~80k but the end of the month. and then I’m expecting another 20-30k after that to finish the novel completely. so I’ll probably finish[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
3,100 words between 9am and 11:20am today for NaNo! excerpt: “Sir, pardon the intrusionβ are you injured?” “And what business of it is yours if I am?” he growled with stern suspicion.Β A cloaked man hidden in an alleyway after[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
nano day 1: 2,800 words. Wrote from 9am-Noon. Not a bad start to the project! The opening is definitely weak and will either need to be heavily re-written or preceded by a more punchy prologue. But that’s a draft 2[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
jdsaljdsaldjlas I’m so tense for NaNo this year. I am armed with an outline, and a vision, faced against the horrors of the blank page.
What do you mean if I actually manage to rest my body I feel less pain in it??? What kind of scam is that???
β earl grey tea β fuzzy blanket β victorian ambiance track β hound of the baskervilles audio book
I miss having just a small server to talk about my kin shit. UGH.