📻 with byakuya!
I Know That He Loves Me by Authoheart is my number one ship song with Byakuya. It just sums up our relationship so completely.
I’ve been trippin’ over laces
And stumblin’ my words
Every move is ungracious
To the point of absurd
But I know that he wants me
I know that he wants me back
I can be an absolute mess sometimes, but even so, he’s always there for me, and he doesn’t actually look own on me for all the trouble I have expressing myself.
During the darkest of blues
That I am trying to fight
I look up to the ceiling
Unravel inside
On the edge of imploding
He surrounds me with light
And he acts like a sedative
All through the night
During a certain drawn out traumatic shared event, Byakuya and I secretly spent the night a few times together, and helped to calm one another’s nerves by being there.
I’ve been sittin’ in the darkness
And rockin’ in my chair
I’ve been seein’ apparitions
Embodyin’ despair
But I know that he’s got me
I know that he’s got my back
(I know that he’s got my back)
There are times when he has literally been the one thing that keeps me from going over the edge and falling into darkness.
And when I’m losin’ the plot
And overthinkin’ it all
And my resilience falters
I know who to call
In these moments of madness
He knows just what to do
My salvation, my pick-me-up
The voodoo he do
Byakuya is amazing at grounding me, and keeping me from going into a spiral. There are so many times where him taking me by the shoulders and telling me what to do has helped me. Sometimes its just easier to do something for yourself when someone orders you to do it.
When he comes around
My feet don’t touch the ground
I come alive, I come alive
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