BlackHeart Biohazards

leneemusing:

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ” 
“  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ”
“  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”  
“  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”  
“  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ”
“  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ”
“  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ”
“  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ”
“  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ”
“  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ”
“  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ”
“  i just want to see you smile again.  ”
“  can’t you stop running for one second?  ”
“  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ”
“  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ”
“  don’t shut me out. please.  ”
“  don’t look at me like that.  ”
“  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ”
“  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ”
“  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ”
“  just trust me. please.  ”
“  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ”
“   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”  
“  i’m not leaving you.  ”
“  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ”
“  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ”
“  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ”
“  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ”
“  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ”
“  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ”
“  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ”
“  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ”
“  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ”
“  what did they do to you?  ”
“  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ”
“  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ”
“  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ”
“  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ”
“  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ”
“  you’ll always have a home with me.  ”
“  what happened to you?  ”
“  i thought i’d never see you again.  ”
“  you’re such a fucking coward.  ”
“  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ”
“  you scared me.  ”
“  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ”
“  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ”
“  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”