That’s so fair, anon, change can be very scary, especially internally.

Please remember this though:

Faking is a conscious action. You can’t fake being a system by accident. You can theoretically be mistaken about being a system and actually have something else happening– but you can’t be fake without knowing that you’re doing it.

Faking is a show put on for other people. If you have to ask yourself ‘am I faking this’ (whatever ‘this’ is), then the answer is that you’re not.