Hi, it’s me again. I’m realizing that I might be having trouble connecting to my inner world because it…might be less of an inner world and more of a…kin situation? Past life? Idk. I can’t remember any media about it, so I don’t even have anywhere to go and learn more about it. It feels like…a nest? Like a birthplace. A place I want to return to, desperately. I want to feel the cool, white stone under my feet. I wanna rub my hands along the cracks that have formed in my absence. I want to go home, if that makes sense. You guys seem to know a lot about kin stuff and past lives and spiritual connections to both of those things. It feels less like a…physical thing and more like a mental state, maybe? Somewhere far away I could reach if I could focus hard enough. I’m sorry if it bothers you to keep coming back like this. I just…feel safer asking people for help than scrolling through wikis getting distracted. 🩷✉️
That sounds like it could absolutely be a kin adjacent alterhuman thing. Some ideas that come to mind you could look into:
Hearthome (heart home): an experience like a hearttype but instead of being connected to a person/character, you’re connected to a place or world.
Parallel lives: a fictionkin and otherkin experience where instead of your kintype being the result of a past life, it is the result of experiencing your own current existence simultaneous to this one but in another world.
General past life experience: it could be nostalgia for a prior existence, as Egon Spengler famously said “past life experience intruding on present time”.
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