I used to feel comfortable to the proship label but it feel like it’s shifting as other opinions of the people hold the label are getting louder I feel like there was a peace time free from infighting and that was enjoyable but now there are people going round “don’t feel safe with people” I know I’m an adult but I still feel unsafe a lot of the time and it’s been a community I’ve grown attached to, I feeling alienated from fandom even the art freedom fandom and maybe I won’t every belong anywhere or maybe I should sleep and I’ll feel better in the morning I just wanna be weird and to be something else not a human. The endless loneliness of autism where a tiny shift feels like you are no longer wanted anywhere. My jaw is aching and my boyfriend is asleep and I don’t know what to do
I’m sorry you’re feeling that way anon, it sucks to feel lonely, unsafe, or alienated in your community.
I have no way of knowing what opinions are making you uncomfortable or if we’re a part of that.
The only advice we can give you is this:
- block people who make you uncomfortable.
- Create the content (including proship discourse) that you want to see.
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