BlackHeart Biohazards

Run Away With Me (4279 words) by thesavagesabretooth

Summary: Phoenix gets the final push he needs to come ask Maya to come back with him. Maya gets the final push she needs to finally follow her heart, instead of her grim duty.

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October 2, 2028– 11:15 am

Phoenix had been going to visit Maya in Kurain every week since she’d returned to the states in June. Sometimes– often– she wouldn’t have much more time than to say hello, and maybe have a cup of coffee, but he still made the hours-long bus ride there just the same, without fail. It didn’t matter how much time she had for him. It just mattered that she was there.

He straightened his tie as he arrived at the small bus stop overshadowed by the great stone standing outside the main family’s manor. It hadn’t changed in years– honestly, it was likely it hadn’t even changed in decades from the old wood and the archaic design. 

Phoenix would have believed that the bus stop was exactly the same in Maya’s mother’s and grandmother’s time as it was that very day. In fact, he was sure that was the case for most of the village.

He glanced around to see if Maya was there to meet him that day, or if he’d have to go and find her. 

The bushes by the bus stop rustled…once…twice…and out leapt a figure clad in purple and white to tackle him in a hug. “NIIIIIiiiiiick!” 

Nick yelped in surprise, but caught her in his arms and carried the energy of her tackle into a whirl with the both of them, grinning. “Maya! You took another few years off my life!”

Maya squeezed him tightly, grinning from ear to ear under her dark fringe of hair. 

“Shit, I’ll have to be careful. You’re getting on in years. You need ‘em, old man.” 

“Ouch, right in the pide,” he chuckled with her, letting her down to the ground as he continued to hug her. “You’re in good spirits today. I’m glad to see it.”

“Don’t tell anyone, I’ll lose their respect as Village Elder.” Maya chuckled as she settled back on her feet. She shrugged her shoulders. “I’m just …ya know…”“I missed you, and believe it or not…I actually have a little free time today.” 

Phoenix felt himself light up when she said so, and it showed on his face. “You do? That’s fantastic.”

Maya grinned and poked his cheek. 

“Yep. I’ve got some of the old farts in the sub family handling a couple meetings I don’t gotta attend, so…” She looked over her shoulders “Until someone comes to rain on my parade, we’re golden. You want some tea?”

“I’d love some,” he said, slipping one arm around her shoulder. “Unless you have enough time to run back to LA with me for a burger.”

He didn’t really dare to hope that she could, but he was always going to suggest it.

Maya’s smile faltered for the first time since she’d seen him.

“Ugh… I wish…I haven’t had meat in like, weeks, WEEKS Nick. I’m dyin’ for a good burger but…I mean.” She rubbed her arm “…the people need me , and I could get called back into action any second. You know? I got time, but I dunno if I have ‘hours on the bus both ways’ time.” 

He squeezed her close to him and shook his head. “I get it. Don’t worry. I brought snacks, anyway. I know how you are. Let’s have that tea and I can enjoy watching you tear into them.”

Maya laughed into her hand as she backed away and offered her hand with a grin .“You know what I like, Nick.”

It was crazy how much she’d started to look like Mia over the years. She’d grown, considerably, to the point it was almost hard to tell when she channeled her older sister anymore on the rare occasions she tried.

It was very clear in the warm mountain sunlight, at least, with the way the robes fell on her body. 

There was an unnerving element to it, sometimes, but mostly, Phoenix just found it amazing how much time had passed between them, and how much it had marked them both.

It wasn’t as if he was the same man he’d been when they met, either. He’d grown quite far apart from that man in fact, over the years, and thought for a while that he’d never see him in the mirror again. That was changing now, though, and he was still working on ways to change it even more.

“Some big news this week,” he said, catching her up with the goings on at the Wright Agency as he always did, as they made their way to her place.

“Ooooh, big news huh? Did Charlie sprout legs and start pullin’ his weight?” She led him under the arch to the family garden and towards the side door. 

“I wish!” he laughed, stepping through the garden with her. “No, it’s weirder than that. Trucy went to Khura’in with Klavier."”

“Wuh wuh WHAT???” Maya jolted physically, and all the veneer of ‘Master Fey’ mystique vanished in an instant at her goofy and dramatic gasp. “Trucy went to Khura’in??? With Klavier Frickin’ Gavin??? To Khura’in?????” 

He nodded, holding her arm to make sure she didn’t trip. "Yeah. They’re going to bring Apollo back to the states, apparently. I hope they’re going to try to convince him, but they were at least joking about tying him up and smuggling him in a suitcase.”

She whistled, sliding the door open with a shake of her head “some kinda bonkers rescue mission then? I guess she really missed the guy….hope they’re gonna be alright. Khura’in is goin’ through some hard times last I heard.” 

“Yeah, Apollo’s been swamped,” Phoenix nodded as they headed into the house. “I hear him and Sadmadhi are the only ones doing the job. And that’s not even the political stuff. There’s a lot of responsibility on their shoulders.”

“Ghhh…” Maya grimaced as she shuffled off her shoes and stepped into her house slippers. “I’m not surprised. Ga’ran amok with a country’s legal system’ Sigatar Khura’in didn’t exactly leave things in a great state. I hope they can book it soon…it wasn’t bad there, but..”

She shook her head, and Nick saw a momentary sadness cross her face “it gets lonely when all you’ve got time for is your responsibility and work that never ends.”

It was personal, he knew that. Even Pearl and Iris had all but moved as far as they could away– which meant Maya was up here with only the occasional visits and the title of ‘Master’. 

It has been weighing on Nick’s mind. It has been weighing on his mind for months. But never more than in these last few days. 

He thought about the item he’d brought in his bag, along with the snacks. 

“It sure does get lonely,” he murmured. “But hey, if they bring him back, maybe you can actually meet Apollo.”

She tugged him in after he switched his shoes, into the long hall surrounding the central courtyard of her Japanese styled manor home.

“You know, I’d like to? He seemed like a pretty cool guy the few times I caught like– half a sight of him.” 

“Yeah you guys didn’t have much chance to get to know one another in Kuhra’in, sadly,” he said, following her into the manor. ‘I feel like you guys would get along.“

“He always looked so serious!” She laughed as she rounded the corner past the former display area of the Urn of Ami Fey…where Phoenix had once seen Pearl playing with her ball. “You don’t think I’d annoy the guy?”

"No way. You’d be surprised by how annoying he is too.” Phoenix snickered– though he glanced nostalgically at the spot. Pearl was 18 now, going on 19, and enrolled in the police academy, hoping to become a detective.

Maya glanced out at the courtyard before she tugged him into one of the rooms…a large living room style space with a stove sunken into the center of the room, surrounded by old scrolls and dividers bearing the legacy of the Kurain tradition.

And of course the series of familiar mats around the stove that Maya instantly patted for him to sit atop as she got the pot.

Pearl had grown so much, and pursued a dream nobody had really expected. But this room didn’t look any different than the last time he’d arrived. Hell, it still looked the same as it did that second time she’d been accused of murder.

“No shit? Then we’ll get along like a house on fire.” 

Phoenix took a seat and started pulling snacks out of his bag and arranging them on the table for Maya. There were chips, cheese snacks, jerky, and boxes of instant noodles, and more. 

“Like a house on fire sounds about right. So I’m hoping they’ll get him back just so I can get a front row seat.”

Maya laughed. 

“Gonna drag him all the way out to Kurain eh? I’d ask if he liked the mountains and uh…” She looked around the room as she filled the teapot from a small spigot in a kitchenette off to the side. “A rustic atmosphere. But if he’s living in Khura’in, he’s gotta love it.” 

“I’m sure he’ll be thrilled,” Phoenix chuckled. He shuffled through the contents of his bag, and hesitated as he grabbed the folder inside, debating with himself.

Maya turned with a broad grin “OH SHIT!” she pointed to the table “you brought me noodles!!!” 

Phoenix left the folder where it was and grinned. “I wasn’t gonna come without your goodies, Maya.”

Maya trotted over and dropped the teapot on the burner with a slight splash of thankfully cool water from its spout. 

“You’re my hero, Nick! My literal, actual hero!” She picked up the jerky with a broad grin. “MEAT!” 

“Wish I could have brought you some actual burgers, but I figured it was better than nothing.” He chuckled, leaning on his hand and watching her.

She flopped down, holding up the jerky like something holy. 

“I’ll eat this in memory of you, Nick.” with a giggle, she opened it up and took a big bite with her eyes closed “…It’s been nuffin’ but rice and pickles and veggies for weecksh and weecksh…”

Her mouth was full, her manners as atrocious as ever, but at least she looked happy.

It made him nostalgic, and he felt a swell of affection. “I know it’s part of the whole medium thing but it always feels a little rough to me to force you to go without.”

“It’s traditional.” She said after she swallowed “and if there’s one thing we love in Kurain it’s tradition!”

She looked down at the jerky in her hands with a chuckle. “There’s always tradition.” 

“There sure is,” he sighed. He reached back in his bag– then took his hand out and shook his head. He looked back over at Maya. “But there’s other stuff, right?”

“There’s channeling!” She said with a lopsided grin “and the mountain air. And…you know…the priestesses and the old folks. It’s nice to see ‘em smiling and happy.”

She reached slowly for a bag of chips. “And I mean..I grew up here, you know?” 

He pushed the chips toward her. “Yeah. Like Apollo grew up in Khura’in too. That’s why I’m not sure they’ll be able to bring him back.”

Maya opened the bag of chips, listening to the water as it heated. 

“It’s hard to leave your home, you know? Especially when it needs ya…you can’t just leave it to suffer without you…and it ain’t the same when you’re gone. Sometimes you just gotta accept that it’s where you belong, you know? 

“I guess in the end there’s only one person who can make a call like that, huh? Trucy and Klavier might come home covered in bite marks.”

“Yikes!” Maya snickered. “If they do, are ya gonna laugh in their faces with an ‘i told ya so’ or give ‘em bandages?” 

“I might,” he said. “But I might be sad for them too. Any way I can help you with the tea?”

Maya rustled in the bag of chips with a shake of her head “It’s just heating up, don’t worry about that…it’ll just be another minute or two.”

She took a bite of the chip, joy sparking in her eyes for a moment before it quieted again. “I’ll be sad for ‘em too. I bet they miss the guy, huh?” 

“Trucy especially. She was his co-counsel, you know? For a while. Like you and me used to do.”

Maya had a chip in her mouth when she looked up at him with a half smile. 

“those were the days, huh?” She chomped the chip with a look of satisfaction before she continued “…being someone’s co-counsel feels special, can’t blame her for being kind of heartbroken to lose him like that. Suddenly your life’s a lot quieter.” 

“Actually,” Phoenix said, feeling himself start to sweat. He couldn’t believe he was doing this. He shouldn’t do it. But… He reached into his bag and pulled out the folder. “Speaking of those days– could I ask you to look over a legal document, for me?”

“Forget how to read legal docs during your break, Phoenix?” Maya teased him playfully as she held out her hand for it. “you’re hopeless. I’ll take a peek for ya, sure.” 

“You know I did,” he chuckled. “Even a couple years back in the game, I still don’t have all the skills back I had when you were around.”

His fingers twitched, but he managed to hand her the document. There was a slim stack of papers inside.

They weren’t particularly obtuse documents.

He’d typed them himself.

Maya opened it up to read them, starting from the top as she tucked her hair over her ear. 

They were business papers. A contract for a permanent position as the manager of Wright Agency, and a full half stake of the company.

He watched as her brow furrowed. She flipped a page– they widened– .and then she jumped as the teapot began to steam and she hurried to take it off the burner with wide eyes

“…N-Nick…this….”

There was a name typed in at the bottom, waiting to be signed.

Maya Fey.

“It’s an offer,” Phoenix said quietly. “And a plea, too. I know Kurain needs you, Maya, but– I need you too.”

Maya pushed her hand through her hair, her breath catching as she looked between the paper and him. 

“I…Nick, I miss you too. Of course I miss ya…I need you too but…” She looked down at the paper again, her eyes lingering on the name. “but who’s gonna take care of the village while I’m managing the office? Nobody. There’s nobody else! Mom already abandoned them and died, Mia left….Morgan was a monster, Pearl esca— is following her dream. I’m the only one here who can bear the responsibility!”

She tensed “I trained for it, for years. If I just left I’d …what would happen?” 

“Maya, I’ll be honest, I don’t know what would happen,” Phoenix said quietly. He looked down at the table. “I don’t know what would happen to Kurain, or the people here without their important medium blood leader. But I know what would happen for me. I’d be happy. I’d get to have you in my life. I’d get to wake up and see you smiling, and get to take you out for burgers, and ramen. And have you by my side in court.”

His fingers tensed on the edge of the table as he remembered that fateful case almost ten years ago now, when Maya hadn’t been by his side. Everything had gone wrong. And he’d lost 7 years of his life to a kind of despair. “It’s not the same without you, Maya. I’m not the same. I– it’s not fair to put it on you, I know. But I’m a selfish man. I always have been.”

Maya’s eyes started to tear up, and she reached up to push her hands through her bangs again. She stared down at the contract. 

“It’s not the same for me either, you know” “I mean…I…I’ve changed too.” She looked up at him with a shaky smile. “But you know me, you know I’d love to wake up next to you and fight it out in the courtroom, or have ramen whenever I want, or goof around and watch the Pink Princess and all that! But the people here need a leader…and if it’s me or Pearl, I’ll take the bullet before she has to. She’s got a dream now…” 

“Why? Maya?” Phoenix said, leaning across the table.He let it out. He let out what he’d been holding in– what had been building in his chest for years now. “Why do they need a leader, and why does it need to be you? Who even cares about any of this? Do you? Mia left! Pearl left! It’s the 21st century– these people don’t need you as a leader, they’re using you, they’re using your talent to bolster their way of life– and you don’t even want to live that way!”

“You’re soundin’ a lot like her…” Maya grimaced as she reached for the teapot “louder and louder lately.”

Her fingers curled against the handle as she lifted it and fumbled blindly for the teacups.

Nick staggered to his feet and moved to help her, grabbing the teacups for her.

“Sounding like who? Cause they sound like they have a good head on their shoulders.”

October 2, 2028– 11:35 am

Maya heard Phoenix get up, stepping beside her to take care of the cups while she took the teapot. He had a plaintive look on his face, which seemed, just for a moment, to not have aged a day since they’d first met.

She dropped her head into her hands, rubbing at her temples with her fingertips as she felt her jaw tighten “like nobody…don’t worry about it, Nick. I’m just talking to myself.”

Like Mia. She’d always heard her voice since the murder’s aftermath, on and off— and more in more the longer time went on– she wasn’t foolish enough to tell herself it wasn’t real, she was the Master of the Kurain Channeling Technique after all, even if it wasn’t the usual sort of channeling it was clear to her that the voice and presence in her head, draped throughout her like an extension of herself was none other than her departed sister.

“Does it matter? Whether they’re using me or not, this town needs me to survive.” 

“Economically, Maya,” he said, taking the teapot from her as well, and pouring tea for them. “They need you to survive economically. No one’s going to die if you leave. They need you the same way a farmer needs a prize cow to show at the fair, I know that seems harsh, but it’s true.”

It is harsh, Mia said. But he’s not wrong, either.“Ghhh…” Maya closed her eyes tightly. “c-calling me a cow, huh Nick? That’s a great way to convince me to come back to LA, sure!”

She laughed it off like a joke, even as she felt her eyes sting. She knew they were profiting off her, but that’s the way it’d always been. The village was the mediums and the mediums were the village. There wasn’t one without the other. 

He set down the teapot and put his hand on her back. “Maya, you know that’s not what I’m doing. But what are you getting out of being here, really? They’re sucking you dry. Why should you be forced to serve them forever as their pet medium, just so they can get rich off your talent? Just so they can continue their reputation? Tell me off if you really want this, Maya– but if you don’t want to be here, you don’t have to. You really don’t.”

Maya bit her lip hard, feeling the pain as her tooth nearly cut the skin. She tried to summon the will to tell him off, but she couldn’t lie to herself…

She didn’t want to be here. Why would she wanna waste away in the mountains doing the job her mother abandoned? The job everyone else escaped from, forever and ever until the last of her talent dried up and she died for whatever offspring she managed to have to take up the burden in her place.

It was miserable. SHE was miserable being so far from every little pleasant thing she got to experience for a short and blissful time away from the village. 

Phoenix put his arms around her shoulders. 

“Maya. I’m not going to stand here and advocate for Kurain village. To me, they’re a bunch of backward people who hurt you, and Pearl, and Mia, and who Pearl and Mia couldn’t wait to escape from. They’re a bunch of bitchy women who backstab one another and are ashamed of their husbands. I couldn’t advocate for them if I tried.” She felt his arms trembling around her, and his face on the back of her head. 

“I want you, Maya. I love you. I’ve kept my mouth shut for almost 10 years, because I don’t have any right to tell you what to do. I don’t own you, you’re your own person. But I hate to see you dividing yourself among greedy people when I want you for myself. It hurts, Maya. It hurts because I love you, and I miss you.“

Maya felt the hot patter of tears hit her hands as the teapot swam in her vision.

“I…” she hiccuped quietly. “I love you too, Nick. I know we never said it before but…but..I do.” Her fingers tightened on her lap as she looked up at him with a rough attempt at a smile. It hurt, but..the whole thing hurt. “You aren’t wrong…this place is a mess.”

Mia…I don’t know what to do. I know , I know what you’re gonna say but…

You know what I’m going to say, already, Maya. You know you do. I think that you should follow your heart. And I don’t think your heart is in Kurain village any more than mine was.

Phoenix combed his fingers through Maya’s hair. "I should have said it a long time before now. I didn’t want to put a name on it. But I should have. I love you, Maya. Run away with me.”

Maya choked, her shoulders shook and she felt the sudden wet trickle of tears hitting the backs of her hands and running onto her kimono below, leaving dark and damp spots near her folded knees. .

“I…I…” she whimpered. “I wish you said it sooner, Nick….wouldn’t have needed to run far at all. Hah. Hah.”

She gripped her kimono tighter in her fingers.

“Looks like everyone’s always runnin’…running from Kurain. Mia…wants…would want…me to go too.” 

“Mia, huh?” he said quietly in her ear. “That’s what I thought. Yeah. I bet. I’m sorry I didn’t say it sooner. I didn’t think– after what happened, I didn’t think I had any right. And then you were in Khura’in, and I— I realized how completely lost I am without you.”

He squeezed her tighter, holding himself against her body.

Maya leaned against him with a choked laugh. 

“You really are helpless without me, Nick. I turn my back, you lose your badge…or start smashing your way through a country’s legal system.” The laugh didn’t stop as she half fell against him “Nick…do you got any idea how small Kurain is? It’s like the rest of the world doesn’t exist. It’s just this circle of houses and the channeling chamber…everything outside is …situational.” 

“I have some idea, Maya. It’s suffocating you, isn’t it?”

She nodded , looking up at him with tear stained eyes. “I used to think I could live my whole life there. But Mia, when she vanished, she kept inviting me out and showing me things in the real world. I loved it…but it meant that comin’ back felt like being put in a cage.” 

As Maya turned around in his arms to look at him, she saw his own eyes filled with tears as he looked down at her.

“I don’t want you to live in a cage, Maya. Pearl doesn’t want that. Iris doesn’t. Mia didn’t want it. Not for you, and not for her. Please, Maya— will you be my partner again? We’ve been through so many crazy things that turned out to be real. Can we make this real?”

Maya hiccuped again, and she nodded. 

“y-…Holy Mother, are the spirits of Aunt Morgan and the rest gonna be unhappy…but y-yes.”
She closed her eyes tightly to stop the way her vision swam through her tears. “I wanna be your partner again, Nick. I w-wanna run away.” 

He leaned his chin on her head, and she felt his throat against her as he swallowed. “Maya, I don’t care who else is unhappy, because I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. We’re going to be happy, together.”

Maya leaned up to kiss his chin. It wasn’t going to be easy…not emotionally. Not when the elders of the village came to ask questions…but…

I’m making the right choice, right Mia? I’ve gotta follow my heart.

It’s the choice I made, Maya. I didn’t even have someone begging me to go with them, and I never regretted it for a second. Even though it made my life a lot shorter.