nostalgiautism:
I need help and advice
I feel like I’m being a hypocrite, I fucking despise that “sia music” film
I feel its media that caused harm – I often think “how dare she” – id rather that it not exist – I feel bitter every time I listen to her music and have to turn it off
These are the thoughts I fight against, I wish I didn’t have them. I don’t wish to think that me being personally upset with her means her art shouldn’t exist. But I do
Is anyone willing to talk about it? (Not anti’s please cause I know you’ll just use it as a “gotcha” and I’m not for that)
Hey friend! I saw what I think was your ask about this, and hadn’t had a moment to answer it yet, so I’ll just answer here.
It is TOTALLY okay to be disgusted by a piece of media. It’s okay to think a piece of media is bad, or offensive, and to want nothing to do with that piece of media. It’s okay to tell other people your feelings about that piece of media.
None of that makes you an anti or a hypocrite!! not at all! There are books and movies we think are bad and gross and wish they didn’t exist.
It does sound like you’re a little hung up on the movie though.
In my opinion it would probably be healthy for you to stop thinking about it, and to avoid Sia’s music, and reminding yourself about it, because it’s making you upset,