This will be the last time I talk about these two, but I just wanna say my final piece here because of how upsetting it all is. I’m really let down and disappointed that the writer I like started saying anti rhetoric because there aren’t many fic authors that write specifically for black readers. I know, reader inserts try to make the reader’s appearance as ambiguous as possible so you can really insert yourself into the story. But with reader inserts where the reader is black really makes it feel like we are thought about when the writer is making a story, especially when the stories are about issues unique to black readers. So seeing them say shit that antis constantly say was a huge let down. And it was rhetoric from a group that has directly attacked me for my race of all things. I wish the best for them, but I literally back out when someone who’s content I enjoy aligns with a group that causes me discomfort. And it also confuses me a bit, because I could’ve sworn they started following me back and I openly talked about how I’m on the proship side of things. I’m more pissed off at the writer who was asking for people’s ID just to read their nsfw content than disappointed. I’m a bit disappointed because they wrote non-con that wasn’t just arousing, but they wrote non-con stories where it can still be pretty horrific, yet still has hurt/comfort elements in it. Something I really enjoy and would like to see more about as a victim. I even was inspired by one of their stories and attempted to write a oneshot based on it that I never finished. But now, I’m contemplating on if I should even finish it or just delete it after the shit they pulled. It irritates me a lot because for one, you don’t do that, that shit is sus and may or may not be illegal. But I even called them out on it and they doubled down about it. And then when I thought that they changed, I find that that fucking google doc link is still there. After that, I was just down with there shit. Do I wish to have seen the end of their ongoing series? Yes, but I’m not gonna keep giving support to someone if they’re gonna have no respect for their readers. All because “MDNI” wasn’t enough for them. That’s all I’m gonna say about that and I’m gonna end this with kinda a favor here, do you know any fanfic writers on tumblr who are proship and write for Demon Slayer and My Hero Academia? And if they also write for black coded readers?

by on January 29, 2023 at 3:25 am
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Thanks for sharing your experience, anon.

It sucks terribly that this is the state of things.

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Does anyone have mental health episodes where you just want something to be clearly wrong because then you would get an answer as to what you can do about it but instead you are just sitting there with a bunch of thoughts in your head and watched videos and hoping that you cry or lash out soon cause then atleast there is something It’s 3am and I feel trapped and I don’t want to sleep and I want to eat but also don’t want to eat “oh yeah tommorow I’ll start medication again and call a therapist” no I won’t…

by on January 29, 2023 at 3:25 am
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Anon, I’m so sorry you’re suffering right now.

The situation you’re in sounds deeply familiar to us. That numb feeling where you want to cry or lash out or do anything but you’re just sitting there.

I am so sorry you’re so stuck. I hope that you will be able to feel better soon.

I am urging you, tomorrow morning, make those calls. Start medication again and call your therapist.

This isn’t forever, I promise.

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SEEING THE “SHOW ME YOUR ID” STUFF IS FUCKING CRAZY TO ME?!?! I started seeing it crop up a few years ago. It was back when I was still writing Canon x Reader for Haikyuu. I watched a fellow author talk about starting a NSFW Discord Server but needing people to show their IDs to make sure no minors got in. Yeah, they were like you could block out everything but your picture and birthdate. But, still what the fuck?

by on January 29, 2023 at 3:25 am
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How did we get to this point? How did we get to this point?

Anybody who thinks about asking people for I’d online, or about giving it to someone who asks:

your homework is to go back and read William Gibson and Bruce Sterling and the original Cyberpunk 2020 manuals!

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To the anon asking for these authors names, I don’t wanna say who they are. The one who started saying anti shit was really nice and I don’t wanna have them get any harassment over it. I’m just disappointed that they would be an anti. Now the other one with the ID crap, idk. On one hand, they need to be called out, but I did call them out publicly for it. And I guess they didn’t listen because that survey is still there for everyone to see and take. And then on the other, I also don’t want them to get unwanted harassment either. So no, I’m not name dropping them, I surprisingly have slight empathy for these two that I don’t want them to get harassment sent their way. I know the proship community knows better than most, but this is a precaution for those who misuse the label to do such things.

by on January 29, 2023 at 3:25 am
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Honestly I’d prefer not to assist in a witch hunt on my blog either, so yeah. 🤝

I’m actually going to delete the anon you’re referring to since it does have a name and I don’t want to accidentally aid in any harassment.

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