For the most part my former f/os that gave me gender envy actually later turned out to be kintypes, but I’m not sure how relevant that experience is to you.
That said I don’t think it’s especially uncommon or unlikely to have gender envy for someone that you’re attracted to, especially if you’re any kind of flavor of queer.
That said again, I’ve always been into selfcest, so I’m used to being attracted to ‘myself’ π
If it is I would 100% put processing and understanding your feelings and experiences surrounding being Mukuro in general before you hone in and focus on on your relationships. That said, I can understand if that’s difficult right now.
Being kin and having all these feelings for people we were close to in the past is big, it’s heavy. It’s one of the most powerful emotions that we in sinister have experienced.
We have you in our thoughts, and if there’s anything we can do to help, we’ll be happy to.
Tell me that we’ll always be together We’ll be riding horses all the way ‘Cause boy I feel that men are meant to be More than the shadows of each other –Woodkid β The Great Escape
