thethingything:

the system experience of being blurry is always so wild because it’s like, it feels like knowing who you are should be very simple, but then suddenly it’s impossible to tell and it’s like “am I this guy? am I someone else but masking heavily? am I new here? am I multiple people co-fronting? what even is a person? can I ever truly know myself? do I even exist? what if I’m a figment of another alter’s imagination?” and then you listen to the right song or something and it’s like “oh of course”