Friend, I’m so sorry you’re feeling that way, and that you feel like you have to lash out. I and many others withing our system feel the same way, monsterous and hurting on the inside.

I promise you’re not a monster, you’re just a person who is hurting.

I mean this very genuinely– maybe putting some of your hurt and anger into a fictional story would help you work out some of those feelings without lashing out at others.