People talk about abusers who never say ‘i love you’ but i wish they talked more about the ones that do. The ones that hurt you over and over and leave you ruined and confused because afterwards they tell you how much they love you and how important you are to them. That way you’ll always doubt wether what they did was truly wrong. You’ll never understand what ‘i love you’ means, you’ll always associate it with something painful. ‘I love you’ will lose all meaning. It’s so fucking painful to hear it said by the person who caused you so much pain
This movie doesn’t get enough credit for how well it showed this type of abuse.
If this movie had come out when I was a kid, I genuinely might have recognized I was being abused sooner.
I have this on going au(mainly posted a lot on my twitter in the vaguest of pieces) where wesker does survive the volcano, or well a vague idea of chris and jill feeling like they’re becoming bad people for doing what he would do and also the trauma of getting rid of yet another stars member. So in his dying state kind of collect him back and throw him in whatever Lab Rebecca works for and she basically made a treatment or “cure” that helps him get rid of uroboros. And since I automatically make rebecca and claire bffs of course Claire would be there. But also out of the people Wesker would tolerate seeing as he becomes conscious and is being treated, it would be them. So I took inspiration from diabetic patches for his cure patch but also inspired by Jills p30 thingy so its connected to veins through those tubes. The treatment did help restore any physiological defects like obviously uroboros made him fucking insane lmfao. The thing I forgot to mention is he has temporary amnesia for a bit so hes almost child like- or like edward scissorhands-esque where hes explained his situation and hes just like okay ill listen. (Definitely inspired from Eric Northman from trueblood in hindsight hahahha) because once he is aware their affection and the way that they handled him while recovering still clicks with him. I didn’t have the idea during this time, but ive decides in future posts in regards to this AU he would have bionic legs and his right arm, anywhere the Uroboros was pretty severe! I do have some sketches about this where Rebecca’s just an op scientist by this point LMAO
Also to address the tattoos. Around this time he is coherent and its been some time. But does tattoo a big snake to represent rebirth and the oroboros snake , which should be obvious why!
Sorry for rambling! Twitter doesn’t let me do that
