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Actually, regarding that last ask, a LOT of the time when you see us reblogging ship art its because its a relationship that exists in-system or with our partner system ^^
deeply torn between “I need to spend my whole day on the computer” and “if I spend one more second on the computer today, I’ll explode.”
Sinister System terminology, differences in fronting vs shifts Some people seemed interested in our internal experience, so I’ve written up a little bit of a guide to help it make sense. system member: a distinct person/soul who is one of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
LOL thank you for your kind words. I’m just glad that it isn’t all outright annoying. Our existence and the way we live our life is complicated to the point of the almost comedic. XD I don’t blame anyone who[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I miss drawing. I wish it didn’t hurt (physically) to do now. Don’t get me wrong, I love writing, and I think I’m a much better writer than illustrator. But drawing always has had a sort of meditative and devotional[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
from one fandom with an inescapable trans headcanon to another. V_V
I am a quarter of the way through O/ne P/iece and I can already tell everybody else’s opinions are wrong XD
Playing Yoshi’s Story again today 💖💖💖
Anyway, that mania that started in late march/early april has finally started to cool, so we’ll probably be returning to a little bit more of our typical posting style. We seem to have… over-committed ourselves a bit socially speaking during[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Went to look for an old post to update it, and realized it was probably on the old blog. I had completely forgotten we got the banhammer in March.
Thinking about the fact that One Piece is old enough that I could have started watching it in high school. Thinking about the fact that I managed to finally get into the damned series just as it’s about to end,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hugs and kisses, thank you for everything! <33 Wait why could you be getting hatemail for reblogging One Piece? some possibilities artist i reblogged from came and looked at my blog and decided they hate me for whatever reason former[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I don’t know if it’s funnier if I got hatemail for A) writing AceAt rarepair fanfic B) reblogging O/ne P/iece C) some random old post from last year D) just for literally no reason. E) whump????
I guess it just goes to show even when we are posting just completely normal fandom shit and minding our own business, somebody’ll have it out for us.
Thank you so much! Hugs and fistbumps wright back! I genuinely have no idea what provoked it, and I’m almost sad I blocked them immediately, because now I’ll never find out XD Hate Mail Anon, if you’re out there, make[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We’re fine aside from deeply confused lol. Thank you for thinking of us.
LOL its been so long since I’ve gotten one of these. I have no idea what it’s in response to. I also noticed I lost a couple of followers 🤔 Is there a callout post or something I’m not aware[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Anyone who thinks I can’t be fixated on two pieces of media at once simply underestimates my power.
I posted almost 400k of AceAt on AO3 between 3/1/2024 and 6/1/2024. I shouldn’t feel bad about taking a breather. And yet I do.
Deeply frustrated in a way I simply cannot describe to mere mortals.
I’m sorry, guys, we’re having A Time.
waiting out our shoulder pain flare, we had an IRL date day today. breakfast sandwich out barnes & noble expedition + coffee excursion to The Far Mall lunch at the hot dog place we decided we like short excursion to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Want to do a bunch of highly whumpy, late 80s- early 90s culture nostalgia driven Marvel fanfic shorts. Primarily X-Men, Spider-Man, Captain America. I was like ‘i should do a whump oc setting based in the late 80s/early 90s’ but[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We will be mostly offline today because we have to for real actually take care of ourselves and not work ourselves to death. Be kind to yourselves, everyone. <3
“Why the fuck am I in pain today” asks person who experiences chronic pain.
Autocorrect thinks they’re married I guess. 🎉
I haaaaad to write something today so I managed a small drabble on my phone. XD
normally we’d be writing tonight but we can’t with our laptop busted 🤷
the-bar-sinister: for tonight we should make dinner like a responsible person go out for dinner and pal around even tho its a weeknight order pizza and watch anime don’t make a decision and have a meltdown about it See Results[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
for tonight we should make dinner like a responsible person go out for dinner and pal around even tho its a weeknight order pizza and watch anime don’t make a decision and have a meltdown about it See Results
people follow us because they think we’re relatable and then find out later we are actually deeply unrelatable LOL
(the series we have finally gotten into has a main character m/f pairing we like and art of them is already a minefield.)
there are so many fun m/f pairings that I like, but the fandom emphasis on them settling down and getting married and having babies makes me nauseous and upset so I just mostly stick to slash pairings instead when it[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
laptop power cord gave up the ghost and the new one won’t be here til day after tomorrow 😭😭😭
genuinely one of the best albums ever.
At least between Ace Attorney and One Piece dueling for brainrot space, there’s no way Homestuck can demand our attention this year as it usually does over the summer.
Every morning lately I wake up to fresh smut on AO3 to read because my friends are in different timezones. 🙏 Its a hell of a way to wake up in the morning! <3
the-bar-sinister: Went to the zoo today and had a lovely time. There were many birds– and we brought one home! We named the plushie Taka of course.
Went to the zoo today and had a lovely time. There were many birds– and we brought one home!
Enjoying doing jack all today, and tomorrow we’re going to the zoo. XD
I am now officially the writer of half of the content of Ocelot/Otacon on AO3. (there are only 6 fics XD)
There is nothing like a fresh, home made iced coffee on a hot morning.
I went ahead and added a more obvious line in our about post to hopefully avoid this issue in the future. Thanks for your patience. ^^
Just remember that it’s our and our partner’s 11 year anniversary of the day we got engaged.
very, very gentle, loving, delicate reminder to all our pals and mutuals that pregnancy and babies (especially in het relationships) are one of our biggest squicks/triggers 😅
I really need to learn to save posts as drafts when I haven’t had my coffee and double check them for typos and mistakes caffination XD
I’m starting to get really, genuinely frustrated with myself that I just can’t make narumitsu click in my head, independent of Maya. I see narumayo, and I see mitsumayo, but every time I sit down to write narumitsu, they repel[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Block “#kristoph gavin retrial” if you get annoyed by these posts XD But I really think I’m onto something here. XD
Ugh… I need to at least intro my Tarnished before June XD
Going to be replaying AA:AJ tonight so we will be basically… not around. Have to pay close attention this time.
Truly, sometimes an ice pack will ease troubles you didn’t realize you were having.
Ended up writing 18k worth of Chains of the Dragon this weekend, which tomorrow, I will have to start breaking up into chapters and posting. That’s definitely at least 3 chapters worth. XD
Posting/being online will be atypical today, as our dear partner is home from work, sick. V_V
Looking at my AO3 works page and it is waving a flag and saying “hi, you have a favorite character, it’s Apollo Justice” XD
“I’m not letting you ruin this for me,” I say, grabbing my own shoulders and shaking myself.
“Actually, I don’t feel like it right now” is a statement that can be just so powerful.
the-bar-sinister: Alright, one more drabble then I’ll shake myself out of the 1900s. And done. XD I turned on some of 😼🔪’s old Adam Lambert to shake us back to something closer to the present.
Alright, one more drabble then I’ll shake myself out of the 1900s.
It’s misty and raining out, there’s classical music (Tchaikovsky) on, and in my mind I’m back at the old flat on Baker street and someone’s making tea.
No one can forsake the siren call of a little AU every time.
the-bar-sinister: Okay, I need to start dinner and maybe let my head stop hurting from over focusing on timeline minutia XD BTW dinner came out great and I did in fact get rid of the headache!
Okay, I need to start dinner and maybe let my head stop hurting from over focusing on timeline minutia XD
Forgive me, everyone. We’ve been far away in another time and place lately, and the same is true today <3
I just found out that the fic I am in the middle of for one rarepair is also the longest fic on AO3 for the other rarepair in it that’s only a background ship. I hate that.
just in case anyone is concerned because we aren’t posting much today– nope, we’re just having a chill day. <3
Had a lovely morning outing with our partner system. at Target buying some necessities and home goods that needed replacing. (new tall glasses, cutting board, can opener, ironing board.) At goodwill, doing some clothes thrift shopping. at the mall, hanging[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Every day I wake up and I curse you with more of my existence.
yesterday was a really negative day (we didn’t even tell you about the doctors appointment) so I think today I am going to make sure we’re on the positive side instead.
Starting a replay of Ace Attorney Investigations tonight.
after this AceAt fixation runs its course we’re going to add to the already overbearing weight of sherlock holmes novels. horrible detective/criminal polycule Holmes x Watson x Adler x Moriarty x Moran
it’s really difficult to have pain when drawing now, when we used to use drawing so heavily as a self soothing technique 😭
The question about system dormancy reminded me that I (💻🔪) basically didn’t experience any of the 2010s. I hopped straight from 2010 all the way to 2019. That was sure an adjustment when I woke up again. XD
Okay, no more discourse for today. I’m posting things that make us happy instead <3
responses to asks about the current conversation re: trans headcanon, are being scheduled/queued so as not to overwhelm the tag. Thank you for your support and your ask WILL be answered and responded to, I just don’t wanna flood everybody[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
And now it’s time for bed. Enjoy the below persona spam. ❤️
the-bar-sinister: did you know that somebody can be following one of your side blogs while having your main blog blocked, and the follower list of your side blog is one of the few places that tumblr will actually acknowledge to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
there’s definitely a lot of social shame surrounding the idea of wanting to be the dominant/aggressive/pursuing partner in a relationship. It is not what our culture romanticizes, and in fact, it hypes it up as something scary, and potentially dangerous.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Okay, dom/top/active partner perspective self ship posts are actually something we’ve wanted to do for a while, but haven’t been sure there was an audience for. Going forward posts like these will be be tagged “#pursuer POV” and bottom/sub/passive partner[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Whenever I get 3 or 4 filtered posts on my dash all in a row from different blogs it feels like a bingo or a tetris XD
the-bar-sinister: are pkmn s/v that bad/should I play them yet? Yes they’re that bad, don’t bother playing them. they’re not that bad, you should play them now. I usually play for the story anyway so what I’m hearing so far[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Updated the System Directory with everyone’s AceAt (modern) selves/kintypes AceAt specific list under the cut just for easy reference if anyone wants to see it. 🌺😈Sebastian Debeste 😼🔪Klavier Gavin 💻🔪Kristoph Gavin 🔍⚔️ Apollo Justice 🐙🧪Gregory Edgeworth 💪🔫Tyrell Badd 🦇👁️Simon Blackquill[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
least relatable member of sinister system (and a little proud of it.) –🔍⚔️
are pkmn s/v that bad/should I play them yet? Yes they’re that bad, don’t bother playing them. they’re not that bad, you should play them now.
Sometimes interacting with an unfamiliar blog is like sticking your hands in soapy dishwater, reaching down and touching old, wet food.
fuck, I am twice the age I was when I started that fic, what the hell, why is time real XD
Spent about 4 hours this morning editing a 10k scene to a different POV for a stand alone fic 😀 Came out pretty well.
I’m actually ‘normal’ about pokemon fandom, I can just enjoy it and make up ideas, and ignore canon and play with the characters like dolls <3 its nice.
🤣🤣🤣 Hahah yes it’s very different than our usual hyperfixations/source fandoms, isn’t it? Pokemon is a personal fandom of mine (🔍⚔️) and my brother (🕷️🕷️) for the most part and it’s just a ‘for fun’/normal fandom, so we interact with[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
big win! Chocolate milk without sugar still tastes nice <3 1 tsp cocoa powder mixed in 2 tablespoons of hot water + 1 cup whole milk.
yeah, today is just not a writing day– and that’s okay ^^
overwhelmed with ideas. 😭 deciding order to pursue them is hard
we’ve started a new tag “#villain monologue” encompassing whumper pov posts as well as various melodramatic and dark thoughts and pronouncements.
the autism has been hitting real strong lately ;_;
It always feels like a minor but delicious sin to create yet another alt for something. Gmail. Tumblr. Discord. Anything.
me and my low bar for the vibe check saw you from across the room…