auschizm: “Your intuition will tell you the truth-” Actually my brain is telling me that everything that can go wrong will go wrong all day every day, so I’m working on not intuitively trusting that thing. But you do you!
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the-bar-sinister: Anyway, that mania that started in late march/early april has finally started to cool, so we’ll probably be returning to a little bit more of our typical posting style. We seem to have… over-committed ourselves a bit socially speaking[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Anyway, that mania that started in late march/early april has finally started to cool, so we’ll probably be returning to a little bit more of our typical posting style. We seem to have… over-committed ourselves a bit socially speaking during[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I am a full person with my own independent goals, desires and concerns. It is not my duty to be interesting, entertaining, helpful, convenient or productive for others at all times. I deserve rest. I deserve to engage in my[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
repeatedly sobbing “do what you want forever” as I desperately try to convince myself that it’s okay to make small decisions about the short term direction of my life without concern for the opinions of other people.
it’s really difficult to have pain when drawing now, when we used to use drawing so heavily as a self soothing technique 😭
cemeterything: *giggling and kicking my feet* there is an old and terrible wound festering inside me
Our system contains Kristoph Gavin. And Vriska Serket. And Albert Wesker. And the list goes on. The answer is, yes. Many of us live with that feeling every day. The feeling that there is something fundamentally broken and inexcusable and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
flowerytale: Vincent van Gogh, from a letter to his brother Theo
vang0bus: you cant ever let yourself forget what it felt like to be 15. how adults treated you. being treated without a shred of respect because people think youre too young to have thoughts and feelings of your own. the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
holierthanth0u: i dont expect much traction here, but out of curiosity: if you are nonverbal/semiverbal or experience verbal shutdown, are you still able to audibly laugh? personally during verbal shutdown i cant laugh, which makes me wonder about other peoples[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I am sure sometimes people look at our tumblr and go “wow, this person is really just a bundle of neuroses in a trench coat!”– and yeah, basically lol
we have in the span of one year made a short visual novel written a first draft of an original novel written a complete 162k fanfiction Why is our brain still out here trying to convince us we’ve done nothing[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
albertweskerofficial: Deeply fucked up that this game (real life) forces you to play a crafting mini-game (cooking) every time you want to replenish your stamina bar. You can skip the crafting game by using a pre-made consumable if you have[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
worthless-mess: “You’re so polite” thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
the-bar-sinister: Great question, anon! The answer is– it depends. If I know what I want to/am supposed to write next, but I’m having trouble motivating myself to write my strategy is: get up and do something physical. Take a walk.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I mean, yeah, I’m sure that WAS the reason– which is incredibly fucked up. But I wanna know what Tumblr’s excuse for having banned me is. I wanna know what they’re gonna say. This is so fucked and bad for[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
downpourshipping: He would never hate me for my mental illnesses and brain being fucked up and needing reassurance constantly,,
toaster-trash: Being into gothic horror is wild, because you’ll look up the reviews/public opinion on a book and all the posts will be like “ugh, this was insufferable. The main character was the most melodramatic whiny narcissist cunt who’s perspective[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
why did I get the overstimulated by the mere presence of animals autism and not the comforted by the presence of animals autism? 😭😭😭😭
byelacey: homunculus-argument: Being overstimulated is such a weird thing to explain to people. Like “hey sorry, I’m not mad at you and this is nobody’s fault and I’m not blaming anyone for it happening, I am aware this is a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
[IMAGE ID: a snippet of a donation post where the term for an internet pay site has been censored out to avoid being caught by people’s filters. end image id] YOU SHOULD NOT DO THIS. I don’t care how in[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We’ve shared this with a few people but I think it’s time to make a public note of it. Sinister System is currently experiencing an emotional/mental health event that makes it difficult for us to maintain or remember/be able to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I’m so glad it was helpful for you. Its something we need to remind ourselves a lot, that it’s okay to want a space that is calm and free from the problems of the world that trigger our mental health[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I think the thing that we hate most about social media is that every time a new tragedy happens, we have to update our filters to block it out, or we will be bombarded by waves of it, multiple times[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
honeypleasejustkillme: i swear im normal if u ignore my extreme mood swings, my debilitating attachment issues, the heavy urge to self destruct and the never ending yearning to feel truly loved despite it all
failbaby: Shoutout to girls who are off the rails. Girls who are insane. Girls who have just completely lost the fucking plot
fairycosmos: doctor prescribed me 18hrs of screen time a day and a caffeine addiction
It’s a high pain day, and also every single stimulus is frustrating and annoying. Started the day with crying :c
starfishinthedistance: I talk to many people who say things like “oh I have trauma but I don’t have PTSD”, but then when I talk to them a little more I realize that they most likely do, they just can’t recognize[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
barduils: woman in a victorian novel: *develops a fever from worrying too much* me, shivering and sweating with stress-induced anxiety: wtf that’s so unrealistic lol
fairycosmos: they should make a substance abuse that is good for you
brutaliakhoa: watch out for that autistic boy. his stim is killing maiming and decapitation
dizzociating: my trauma didn’t make me stronger it made me addicted to escapism and terrified of facing reality darkheart-despairs
mood-unstabilizers: my trauma didn’t make me stronger it made me addicted to escapism and terrified of facing reality
feelingsoftheday: “u look tired” I’m literally going insane. darkheart-despairs
feelingsoftheday: “u look tired” I’m literally going insane.
segretecose: segretecose: segretecose: is it so bad to want to kill everyone at all times went on a walk smelled the pine trees. im fine now crave blood again darkheart-despairs
segretecose: segretecose: segretecose: is it so bad to want to kill everyone at all times went on a walk smelled the pine trees. im fine now crave blood again
fairycosmos: i literally am unfit for human relationships but im being so brave about it darkheart-despairs
fairycosmos: i literally am unfit for human relationships but im being so brave about it
xyouaremyhomex: zw-me-anasfaleies: budzaya: How many times can the same thing break your heart? As long as you love it. “as long as you love it” this really hit me darkheart-despairs
xyouaremyhomex: zw-me-anasfaleies: budzaya: How many times can the same thing break your heart? As long as you love it. “as long as you love it” this really hit me
Absolutely! The way mental and physical disabilities feed into one another is so inherent, and it’s so rare I see it talked about. ~~maybe I’ll make a post about it when I actually have the energy~~. At bare minimum we[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Absolutely! The way mental and physical disabilities feed into one another is so inherent, and it’s so rare I see it talked about. ~~maybe I’ll make a post about it when I actually have the energy~~. At bare minimum we[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
nadjasnandor: the vampires got it right. life is about being bisexual and a little bit pathetic. and going through different levels of depressive episodes darkheart-despairs
nadjasnandor: the vampires got it right. life is about being bisexual and a little bit pathetic. and going through different levels of depressive episodes
Is everyone having a bad brain day today? Because we sure are. darkheart-despairs
Is everyone having a bad brain day today? Because we sure are.
papayajuan2019: they hate me because i’m silly and so intense at the same time darkheart-despairs
papayajuan2019: they hate me because i’m silly and so intense at the same time
february-22: I was overstimulated and now I’m evil darkheart-despairs
monster2003: I was overstimulated and now I’m evil
ragsy: me designing OCs: “okay this one’s a monster because she was born that way and doesn’t know any other way to be. and this one’s a monster because of circumstances out of his control and a lack of skills[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
ragsy: me designing OCs: “okay this one’s a monster because she was born that way and doesn’t know any other way to be. and this one’s a monster because of circumstances out of his control and a lack of skills[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
vonnegutcunt: to be honest boy you’re going to carry that weight. yeah a long time actually darkheart-despairs
vonnegutcunt: to be honest boy you’re going to carry that weight. yeah a long time actually
maniccherrygirl: darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/5te71Yp
newtlesbian: due to personal reasons im evil now darkheart-despairs
newtlesbian: due to personal reasons im evil now
aseaofquotes: Clarice Lispector, The Hour of the Star darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/EUkReTF
aseaofquotes: Clarice Lispector, The Hour of the Star
curseworm: nobody ever praises me or pats me on the head or feeds me small treats despite my consistent excellence in the field of not purposefully ripping cabinet doors off their hinges to fulfill some sort of maladaptive destructive urge[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
curseworm: nobody ever praises me or pats me on the head or feeds me small treats despite my consistent excellence in the field of not purposefully ripping cabinet doors off their hinges to fulfill some sort of maladaptive destructive urge
gidianthe: whatever i literally dont care 😎 <- cares so much that it feels like my organs are tearing themselves apart in my chest darkheart-despairs
gidianthe: whatever i literally dont care 😎 <- cares so much that it feels like my organs are tearing themselves apart in my chest
rbhvleo: instagram darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/iBq2JoO
drops-of-universe: Im like if a corpse had to wake up every day
Karl Heisenberg’s Manic Episode Playlist Songs from musicals that Karl Heisenberg would listen to during a manic episode. Jekyll & Hyde – Alive Ian Gillan – Gethsemane (I Only Want To Say) Sweeney Todd – A Little Priest Frankenstein: Birth[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
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on May 25, 2023
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just got back from therapy. they diagnosed me as a sick individual who was born under a bad star. and theres nothing they can do except let my presence continue to be a plague upon the earth. blackheartxbiohazards
edenminx: I think men who looks like they haven’t had a good night sleep for 5 years are sexy Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
i am focusing 😠 on love 😡and positivity! 🤬 Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
goosemixtapes: actually i experience “body horror” every day. because. um. i have one Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
chaoticneutralcunt: yeah i’m fine i just need to dissociate for a little bit and i’ll be good to go don’t even worry about it Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
It seems a lot of us didn’t get that memo! 🤣🤣🤣 context link Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
f85o: Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
Music is a hell of a drug, Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
derangedrhythms: ALT Khalym Kari Burke-Thomas, from ‘Carib Woman, 1818′ Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
I agree with you but I think when people are trying to change and understand a new perspective it is more important to acknowledge their growth than to berate the things that they haven’t yet changed. Your anger and frustration[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I love you, mate. I do. Thank you so much for your understanding. If I must be honest, I expected you to continue disliking me. I have a lot to learn, I know, but I invite you all to teach[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
flatteredbyfear: I finally understand. I know why people do what they do in the proship community. I never realized it, but it’s been right in front of me this entire time. You guys are trying to keep children safe. As[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Antis: “nobody’s fetishizing violence!” Antis: “nobody thinks that murder is good!” excuse me, I am literally restraining myself from committing murder and being horny about it every every minute of every day. And I’m not alone. Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx
100493503004422: I could be better but I’m considering becoming worse Source: xxharryosbornxx