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Do you guys get angry if a different alter eats the food you made? /light-hearted What about other things, like drinks or movies or games?
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 20, 2023 at 4:53 am
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Sometimes we will play a teasing game of it, actually! And also we do like cooking for each other. There’s a few system members who are just abysmal cooks to the rest of us, so when they’re around someone else[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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I don’t understand f/os, really I don’t but I do understand that my obsession with a very specific dark elf makes me wanna sit in his basement being paid stupid amounts of money just to give him a couple hours of my time.(Cal is a very interesting character indeed)
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 19, 2023 at 3:24 am
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F/Os mean something different to everyone. I’m happy for you and your dark elf. πŸ˜‰

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Do you think a system could awaken at any age? Do you think it’s possible for someone who’s been going through life dissociated but not…”shifted out” to one day suddenly develop an alter? What does it mean to have an alter “awaken”?
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 18, 2023 at 11:32 pm
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It’s our personal belief, and the belief of many on the greater plural community, that plurality can manifest, awaken, or be discovered at any age. Clinical purists of the “model of structural dissociation” often dispute this, but they aren’t even[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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Do you have any advice for people using ableist language who won’t quit?Specifically people who are ND and don’t understand the fact that just because they don’t mean harm by it, doesn’t erase the fact it’s harmful and hurtful language to use, especially when it’s triggering for other people around them?
– (A very upset) πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 18, 2023 at 2:51 am
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I think my advice would be to remind them that even if they don’t feel the language is harmful, they are not excused from kindness and respect to others even due to their neurodivergence. You can remind them that they[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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So there’s this song (PYRITE GIRL – by RIP using 鏑音γƒͺン [Kagamine Rin]) about how trauma can make you feel broken and “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” and how some people use that to make themself more appealing or interesting or whatever.The title is a little bit layered. “Pyrite” is a name for “Fool’s Gold”, and the gold bit calls back to the Japanese practice of Kintsugi, whereas instead of throwing out broken dishes, you fix them (usually with a tar/adhesive, and then paint the cracks gold) to make them more beautiful for having been broken, and fixed. The Pyrite, then, calls to how the girl in the song is constantly trying to break and reform herself to be perfect, to be likeable and loveable and good. But, of course, a bowl with golden cracks is beautiful because it was fixed with love and care, not because somebody smashed it, so rather than being made of gold, she’s made of Pyrite.Idk I just…this song hits so hard for me. It calls to a time when I tried to break myself down until people would love me. It’s great. I wanted to tell someone about it.
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 17, 2023 at 5:05 pm
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I’ll have to listen to this, it sounds really relatable. Also, thank you for the great breakdown of the title and meaning.

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Hi hello you guys are great. You seem to have a lot of Anti trouble today so;You’re great! You’re valid! I love seeing you in NY notifs and I love stalking your blog like a tiny anxious gremlin, nomever interacting much but loving every moment of it ^.^ Also Plagas Leon makes me??? Feel some type of way??? Tormented man possessed by demons he cannot control or stop and being subjected to the destruction of everything and everyone he loves???
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 15, 2023 at 4:16 pm
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This was from a couple (3-4) days ago, but I wanted to (finally) answer it. <3 Thank you so much. Getting this message when we did helped us feel better in the middle of a lot of BS. Plagas leon[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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Hey hey hey do you guys like text-based games? I like making them it’s really stressful but really fun too. I don’t have any published, but I’ working on a proper demo and I’m curious about what you guys think of text-based games.
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 14, 2023 at 11:39 pm
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We love text based games! We’ve used ren’py and twine to make them before, as well as coding one in java for a programming class one time. We’d love to make a full scale one and publish it some day[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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Your blog has made me sit and wonder if maybe the odd connections I’ve felt to specific characters were really just the Autism or maybe if they were some kind of other connection. I ache for them. I ache to be near them, to touch them, to see and feel and hear them as they are, beautiful and ugly and kind and cruel. Some I see myself in; others I see like old, ancient friends from times past. I’m also learning to engage with potential headmates. I’ve heard things, sometimes, when I lay down to sleep. Nothing big, but…it’s something, right? And there’s the time, a few months ago, when I heard someone say “Psst – I’m still here”. I got so excited about that…I should have been scared, but I kept hoping I’d hear her again.I never did, though…that’s depressing.
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 10, 2023 at 6:03 pm
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It sounds like you’re on a journey of self discovery, and we are here for you! Here are some resources that might help you sort things out. our post from the other day about contacting headmates. fictionkin.org: a resource for[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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Wesker comes across as incredibly sexy, and never annoying. Actually, speaking of Wesker, how do you feel about that one line “You will give me an egg”? Something about multi-player and eggs being essentially OHKO throwables?
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 5, 2023 at 1:12 am
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Thank you, anon, I am in incredibly sexy and never annoying. The egg line is indeed an artifact of the gameplay element, a healing item. You can hear all of the characters in game ask for them. As a meme[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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I don’t actually have a question or anything I just wanted to say;Hello! I love you all! Idk how to be Normal around/about people so I’m too shy to actually message you but I hope you all enjoy these little messages ^.^
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 4, 2023 at 11:55 pm
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Awww! Hey, thank you for this message! We’re so glad that you like our blog, and don’t worry, you never have to “be normal” around us! –πŸŽ€πŸ’–

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I wanted to ask, since you guys are the only system/fictionkin blog I know about.Warning here, this one’s…really long. I’m up way past my bedtime and I’m feeling weird.Would you say that feeling like you’ve “popped” into existence is a system/fictionkin thing? Or feeling there are just…supposed to be people there. You know somewhere deep down your mind is not supposed to be this quiet, but no matter what you never feel more than a vague “My name is no longer my name, this body isn’t mine, these morals are not my own”.It’s all so exhausting and confusing and lately I’ve been having the same kinds of feelings I used to when I was a kid, back before someone shamed me for using “imaginary friends” to cope with my emotions and the way I tried to process them.I had…characters, I guess? These people I would imagine. They always felt kinda…real? Kinda like if I got into my mind somehow, they’d…be there. But one was different. One was…dangerous. and she didn’t even exist until before that person shamed me.I named her Queen. She was a young woman, maybe even a teen, but she was…mean. She was nasty. I don’t even call her a character or a bad reaction because it was like pressing a panic button and watching somebody else do…things. I won’t…get into it here, but she was mean to my friends. To the people I cared about. She’d pick a fight with whoever was triggering my panic attacks, and play by really weird rules, using anything she could to bully them. I didn’t lose consciousness, but I didn’t feel…in control?As I got older, I learned to cope with those episodes (mostly) and turned my responses inwards (“How could you do this to me” became “What did I do to deserve this?”, etc), which left me depressed instead of scared and angry. Maybe that’s why, her “emotional trigger” stopped existing. It still feels like she’s trying to inch up on me when I do get upset, though…I’m kind of scared.I’m sorry this got so long. It’s like…2:30 in the morning and I’m alone in the dark and I feel so weirdly…not alone, but silent. Like there’s something wrong. I’m not supposed to be alone, if that makes sense? It feels like I’ve lost something.
– πŸ‰πŸ’Œ

by on January 3, 2023 at 5:57 pm
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Hi anon! Thank you for sharing all this with us, it sounds like you have a lot on your mind and are going through a tough time. It also sounds like you should definitely look further into plurality– I wouldn’t[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…

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