Something funny I’ve noticed is that we tend to have broadly typical interpretations, headcanons, ships and opinions about fiction we’re fans of that aren’t fictive/fictionkin sources for us. And our opinions, ships, and interpretations of the fiction that is our[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
sometimes the phantom smell of stale cigarettes is as romantic as it is nostalgic.
Interesting when a piece of information that contradicts your source memories is technically canonical– but it is not presented to or by any of the characters within the narrative, rather being presented directly to the viewer as fact by a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The first two episodes made me cry so much from similar exotrauma that I haven’t been able to watch the rest of it yet. I love Denji so much, he deserves good things. 😭😭😭😭
LOL! Kakegurui is one of those anime we haven’t seen. It sounds cool but I worry it would put some of the members of our system and our partner system in a bad place mentally XD exotrauma context link
seeking out the pleasing vanishment of being subsumed and integrated into something greater than oneself.
disasterpieces86: i remember one time someone tried to help me “”“recover”“” from identifying with a character who was an abuser (idfk man it made me feel better about the shit i went through) by saying “well why dont you identify[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
There were so many people over the years that Steve Rogers had held as they died; cradling them in his arms as a final comfort. Friends, lovers, enemies, strangers alike. He held them all, covered in mud, and blood, and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Ahhhh, I am so so sorry! Panic attacks are the worst. It’s aweful because they’re impossible to deal with logically :c We are sending you love and good vibes. I know you will get through this, and it will be[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
iforgotwhat: “Fuck it, we slay” (heavy eye bags, dehydrated, on the verge of insanity)
Sometimes when I feel a cold, or wet sensation on my foot I look down and I expect to see blood, like it’s that moment when you’re hurt but before the pain’s arrived.
People love Peter Pan because he has confidence, and pride, joy and spontaneity. But one must slowly discover that he lacks kindness, fellowship, forethought, afterthought, pity, and remorse. Peter Pan will love you for a day and forget your face[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
People love Peter Pan because he has confidence, and pride, joy and spontaneity. But one must slowly discover that he lacks kindness, fellowship, forethought, afterthought, pity, and remorse. Peter Pan will love you for a day and forget your face[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
If I nickel for every time I grew up all by myself in a huge mansion full of guns, trap doors, and taxidermy I would have two nickels. Which isn’t lot but it’s weird that it happened twice. (Homestuck life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
If I nickel for every time I grew up all by myself in a huge mansion full of guns, trap doors, and taxidermy I would have two nickels. Which isn’t lot but it’s weird that it happened twice. (Homestuck life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I experience abuse and neglect I disconnect emotionally from the human race I acquire phenomenal power I declare myself a god I have to be put down like a rabid dog. darkheart-despairs
The cycle of villainy I experience abuse and neglect I disconnect emotionally from the human race I acquire phenomenal power I declare myself a god I have to be put down like a rabid dog.
In the end Chris Redfield was as inhuman as the rest of them. A distorted monster, and stranger in his own skin; a parody of the man he had once been, twisted by the inescapable virus known as grief. darkheart-despairs
In the end Chris Redfield was as inhuman as the rest of them. A distorted monster, and stranger in his own skin; a parody of the man he had once been, twisted by the inescapable virus known as grief.
Chris Redfield signed up to be a civilian search and rescue operative, and got dragged into a never ending war on foreign and domestic soil against an enemy made up of the distorted corpses of people that he couldn’t save.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Chris Redfield signed up to be a civilian search and rescue operative, and got dragged into a never ending war on foreign and domestic soil against an enemy made up of the distorted corpses of people that he couldn’t save.
The dog lies down with his master. [[MORE]] Wesker had called Chris’ name. Had called his name in agony, and desperation, and it had short-circuited every switch and self preservation instinct there was in Chris’ brain. When the former S.T.A.R.S.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The dog lies down with his master. Wesker had called Chris’ name. Had called his name in agony, and desperation, and it had short-circuited every switch and self preservation instinct there was in Chris’ brain. When the former S.T.A.R.S. captain[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
aseaofquotes: Clarice Lispector, The Hour of the Star darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/EUkReTF
aseaofquotes: Clarice Lispector, The Hour of the Star
“I can fix him.” I can’t. I can fixate on how he called my name when I finally had to put him down, though. darkheart-despairs
“I can fix him.” I can’t. I can fixate on how he called my name when I finally had to put him down, though.
sonata-stigmata: sonata-stigmata: when asked what they’d do with immortality most people talk about learning every language or collecting rare antiques but if we’re being totally honest? i would immediately do every drug imaginable if it was guaranteed i wouldn’t die[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
sonata-stigmata: sonata-stigmata: when asked what they’d do with immortality most people talk about learning every language or collecting rare antiques but if we’re being totally honest? i would immediately do every drug imaginable if it was guaranteed i wouldn’t die[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Albert Wesker’s body falling apart from uroborus as Pink Floyd’s Goodbye Blue Sky plays off in the distance. darkheart-despairs
Albert Wesker’s body falling apart from uroborus as Pink Floyd’s Goodbye Blue Sky plays off in the distance.
do you know how many times I’ve died? XD this is nothing. Source: xxharryosbornxx
I love fanfiction, because I can imagine a world in which you held me close.
Exonostalgia: Exonostalgia: The opposite of exotrauma. Events and experience that were experienced outside of this objective reality that give you a nostalgic or fond feeling. People you knew, places you’ve been, and events you experienced, ect, that impacted you positively[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Yeah, I’m not surprised the emotion surrounding Junko is intense, given your connection to Mukuro, anon, whatever that turns out to be. The way I see it, you have three options ahead of you. 1️⃣ Embrace those feelings: just go[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheart-biohazards: Fictionkin, fictives, etc: Remember there is/was more to your life than canon shows on screen/page. When people write fiction, it’s common to leave out what the author feels is boring, and to concentrate on the more exciting, dangerous, stressful,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The slogan of ATGC, the company behind the Les Enfants Terribles project which cloned Big Boss was “Embracing your hopes, preserving talent”. Sound familiar? It should! The steering committee of Hope’s Peak Academy created the Izuru Kamukura project to create[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
People love Peter Pan because he has confidence, and pride, joy and spontaneity. But one must slowly discover that he lacks kindness, fellowship, forethought, afterthought, pity, and remorse. Peter Pan will love you for a day and forget your face[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I’m a little drunk on ginger whisky, and earlier we were watching the He Man and She Ra christmas special. and I just want to say speaking as an entity that was nominally created for nothing but destruction and nihilism:[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
…because the world is ending. The dog lies down with his master. Wesker had called Chris’ name. Had called his name in agony, and desperation, and it had short-circuited every switch and self preservation instinct there was in Chris’ brain.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
cherished-lividity: CW for yandere character, referenced murder, forced relationship Necro pairing: A yandere necromancer (A) and their darling (B) who they murdered and turned undead. When (B) refused to willingly stay by (A)’s side, the necromancer took their darling’s life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
If I nickel for every time I grew up all by myself in a huge mansion full of guns, trap doors, and taxidermy I would have two nickels. Which isn’t lot but it’s weird that it happened twice. (Homestuck life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheart-biohazards: blackheart-biohazards: blackheart-biohazards: Just because some of you want to bow your heads to comfortable tyrants doesn’t mean I will sit here and let it happen. It’s not as flashy as shooting god in the face directly, but it’s still[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheart-biohazards: blackheart-biohazards: Just because some of you want to bow your heads to comfortable tyrants doesn’t mean I will sit here and let it happen. It’s not as flashy as shooting god in the face directly, but it’s still important.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheart-biohazards: Just because some of you want to bow your heads to comfortable tyrants doesn’t mean I will sit here and let it happen. It’s not as flashy as shooting god in the face directly, but it’s still important. “A[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Just because some of you want to bow your heads to comfortable tyrants doesn’t mean I will sit here and let it happen. It’s not as flashy as shooting god in the face directly, but it’s still important.
I’m doing this for revenge I’m doing this to try and stay true I’m doing this for the ones They left to twist in the wind I’m doing this for you I’m doing this for you –Training Montage, The Mountain[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The cycle of abuse I experience abuse and neglect I disconnect emotionally from the human race I acquire phenomenal power I declare myself a god I have to be put down like a rabid dog.
Fictionkin, fictives, etc: Remember there is/was more to your life than canon shows on screen/page. When people write fiction, it’s common to leave out what the author feels is boring, and to concentrate on the more exciting, dangerous, stressful, and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
“I can fix him.” I can’t. I can fixate on how he called my name when I finally had to put him down, though.
In the end Chris Redfield was as inhuman as the rest of them. A distorted monster, and stranger in his own skin; a parody of the man he had once been, twisted by the inescapable virus known as grief.
We’ve been staying up late playing RE6, which is an absolutely abysmal decision. And yet. I suppose sometimes you need to soak in the horrors. Around here it’s a chorus of each of us looking at the problems and saying[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Chris Redfield signed up to be an civilian search and rescue operative, and got dragged into a never ending war on foreign and domestic soil against an enemy made up of the distorted corpses of people that he couldn’t save.
Why is Heisenberg Like That? Started as a reblog/reply to this post ( @toosmallformyowngood ) but I decided it got too long and merited its own post. Why does Heisenberg bother with the robot army instead of just killing Mother[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…