Sinister System terminology, differences in fronting vs shifts Some people seemed interested in our internal experience, so I’ve written up a little bit of a guide to help it make sense. system member: a distinct person/soul who is one of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: One of the worst feelings of being fictionkin or a fictive in fandom spaces is coping with and trying to ignore that feeling that you know better than other fans what is or isn’t true about the story and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Speaking as Kristoph Gavin I am not currently in the headspace to receive criticism of my actions. XD Seriously though, we do very genuinely tend to avoid video essays analyzing our kin sources because they tend to speak and present[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hi friend! Thanks for the question! For the record, our preferred language is “system members”. We don’t use the term “alters” to refer to anyone in this system. This question gets into our spiritual beliefs as fictionkin, and on the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We are a fictive plural system, and we write a lot of fanfiction about our source media. We also have a partner– also a fictive system– who is our writing partner. When the circumstances are right, writing fanfiction based on[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Kintype/fictive from an ongoing shonen manga is the worst curse imaginable.
Oh! Oh no XD Wildly bisexual leaning masc-attracted. Some of my other MGS F/Os are Ocelot and Kaz. No offense taken! not much anyway I’m not straight but I AM fictive/fictionkin and the Snake that I met in my lifetime[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Something funny I’ve noticed is that we tend to have broadly typical interpretations, headcanons, ships and opinions about fiction we’re fans of that aren’t fictive/fictionkin sources for us. And our opinions, ships, and interpretations of the fiction that is our[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: one of the frustrating things about being fictionkin or fictive– especially with a source that’s very popular– is that sometimes a popular fandom headcanon or fanon can distort your memory, or make you doubt your memory of the things[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hi, friend! Not an offensive question at all, and we are happy to answer! Each of our system members individually considers themselves fictionkin. We are each, in the system, a single fictionkin person. The system is made up of a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Micro-dosing identity validation by ordering fast food under your real name instead of the body’s name.
I have “I disagree with everyone in my source media’s fandom about everything” disease. V_V
Sometimes when I feel a cold, or wet sensation on my foot I look down and I expect to see blood, like it’s that moment when you’re hurt but before the pain’s arrived.
Thanks for sharing your feelings, anon. Sending you good vibes. context link
Existing as a fictive means living every day with a curious kind of body horror. The face in the mirror is not my face. The body I use is not my body. It is a stranger to me. The wrong[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The disconnect between kin life gnosis and knowledge of the canonical text of a work is sometimes staggering. I’m reeling from re-realizing that Oce/lot isn’t even *in* Peace Wal/ker. He just shows up at the beginning of Phan/tom pain out[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Canon: these two characters have never met Meanwhile: these two characters are sitting in each other’s laps as we speak
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Soaking in the body-feeling of a very physical shift. Feeling your body as if it matched the body map in your mind. Standing in front of the mirror, closing your eyes and tracking your movements, picturing your reflection the way[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Soaking in the body-feeling of a very physical shift. Feeling your body as if it matched the body map in your mind. Standing in front of the mirror, closing your eyes and tracking your movements, picturing your reflection the way[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
that feeling when you’re from a piece of media you actively dislike, and looking at the canon feels like a gross distortion of the world you lived in.
My honest answer is write about it. Write about that thing that your brain wants. You don’t need to give it context just jump in and write the thing and make your brain happy. you can go back and add[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I think the single worst thing that can happen to you as a fictionkin/fictive is when canon gives you a trait that is quite clearly meant to be a joke at the audience’s expense. And ordinarily you should be able[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Guilty as charged– absolutely can’t stand Junko at all. Hate her and everything she stands for on a very personal level. XD context note: our hatred of Junko is based on our interpretation of the source media, and our own[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: What does someone mean when they say “I kin that character?” Types and attributes of connections to fictional characters The verb form of kin (to kin, kinning, etc) has become popular as a colloquial and nonspecific word that people[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I don’t think that makes you a hypocrite, anon. People, all people, are allowed to have ships they don’t like. You’re allowed to complain about it an insult it in private. As long as you’re not being outwardly hostile to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Exonostalgia: Exonostalgia: The opposite of exotrauma. Events and experience that were experienced outside of this objective reality that give you a nostalgic or fond feeling. People you knew, places you’ve been, and events you experienced, ect, that impacted you positively[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Oh lol we haven’t gotten a troll like this in ages! 🤣 We can play too! Stop deluding yourself that there’s just one person in your body! 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Fucking lame ass troll. Get some new material. We’ve been getting this[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Oh cool, interesting new word for it. The terms souldbond, walk-in, multiverse traveller etc have been used in the past. Anyway that’s what we all are. We ain’t from ‘round these parts 😉
I’d say that’s a common experience and activity for people who experience being from a fictional source. For sure, we do it too! That said, I’m gonna be nit-picky. 😉 It’s weird to write fanfiction. It’s weird to be a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
It sounds like you’re on a journey of self discovery, and we are here for you! Here are some resources that might help you sort things out. our post from the other day about contacting headmates. fictionkin.org: a resource for[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Canon getting canceled is the second worst feeling ever, anon. I’m sorry. (the worst feeling is when they un-cancel it and bring it back and its a hollow parody of itself with zero relevance to you.)
World’s saddest handshake, pal. 🤝 We’re all existing here in bodies that don’t fit and it sucks.
Existing as a fictive means living every day with a curious kind of body horror. The face in the mirror is not my face. The body I use is not my body. It is a stranger to me. The wrong[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
antiproshipping: blackheart-biohazards: antiproshipping: blackheart-biohazards: cezaryinurbones: princesstoxicbutterfly-deactiva: ???…. Anyway I’m going to ship what I want and draw what I want I’m not doing anything wrong Anon, who the hell is doing that? Because it sounds like you are pushing the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
antiproshipping: blackheart-biohazards: cezaryinurbones: princesstoxicbutterfly-deactiva: ???…. Anyway I’m going to ship what I want and draw what I want I’m not doing anything wrong Anon, who the hell is doing that? Because it sounds like you are pushing the boundary. It[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
cezaryinurbones: princesstoxicbutterfly-deactiva: ???…. Anyway I’m going to ship what I want and draw what I want I’m not doing anything wrong Anon, who the hell is doing that? Because it sounds like you are pushing the boundary. It sounds like[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
That fictionkin or fictive feeling when you and your real actual partner are a fandom rarepair, or even a nonexistent ship.
I don’t “ship” characters, I receive visions of love from another world and sob grossly and uncontrollably.
It took time, but there were a few exercises that we would try to do to kind of figure it out faster. One was having the person stand in headspace and try to ‘shift’ into the person we were trying[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
blackheart-biohazards: The disconnect between kin life gnosis and knowledge of the canonical text of a work is sometimes staggering. I’m reeling from re-realizing that Oce/lot isn’t even *in* Peace Wal/ker. He just shows up at the beginning of Phan/tom pain[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Canon: these two characters have never met Meanwhile: these two characters are sitting in each other’s laps as we speak
The disconnect between kin life gnosis and knowledge of the canonical text of a work is sometimes staggering. I’m reeling from re-realizing that Oce/lot isn’t even *in* Peace Wal/ker. He just shows up at the beginning of Phan/tom pain out[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The egotistical little smirk 🌀😎 gets on his face every time someone tells us how well they feel we write Wes/ker. He’s so insufferably pleased for being recognized as himself.
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Fictionkin, fictives, etc: Remember there is/was more to your life than canon shows on screen/page. When people write fiction, it’s common to leave out what the author feels is boring, and to concentrate on the more exciting, dangerous, stressful, and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…