Sinister System terminology, differences in fronting vs shifts Some people seemed interested in our internal experience, so I’ve written up a little bit of a guide to help it make sense. system member: a distinct person/soul who is one of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Yes, some of our system members have orientations that change depending on their shift. I think the most obvious/dramatic one is that there are a few system members who are asexual in one or more shifts, and not in others.
Hey friend. Sorry this took me so long to get to. We’ve been pretty low on energy for the last week or so. We haven’t called what we experience soulbonding for a while now, because our perception of our experience[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: One of the worst feelings of being fictionkin or a fictive in fandom spaces is coping with and trying to ignore that feeling that you know better than other fans what is or isn’t true about the story and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Speaking as Kristoph Gavin I am not currently in the headspace to receive criticism of my actions. XD Seriously though, we do very genuinely tend to avoid video essays analyzing our kin sources because they tend to speak and present[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: It’s simply one of those inevitable vagaries of terminology. There are 25(ish) souls (system members) sharing this body. Each of these souls is an individual. Each of these souls is part of a large, intertwined cycle of reincarnation that[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hi friends! Thanks for reaching out, and I’m sorry you’re in a stressful position right now. If what you’re looking for is assurance that this is not an uncommon plural experience, and that this has happened to other plurals, I[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
great look for him, tbh <3 We have a lot of members who dress differently than their canon counterparts as well.
Hi friend! Thanks for the question! For the record, our preferred language is “system members”. We don’t use the term “alters” to refer to anyone in this system. This question gets into our spiritual beliefs as fictionkin, and on the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We are a fictive plural system, and we write a lot of fanfiction about our source media. We also have a partner– also a fictive system– who is our writing partner. When the circumstances are right, writing fanfiction based on[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
oops. kin/fictive stuff below cut (all-ages) I was composing a post in my head in the shower about using fanfiction for kin/fictive memory work we got distracted and started thinking about the next scene with phoenix and miles realized phoenix[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Speaking as fictionkin and a fictive system member, I am so tired of seeing kin and fictives trying to police and restrict how other people interact with and discuss fandom, and the fanfiction and art they create and share. Your[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Our system doesn’t have specific roles at all, no. There are however certain tasks that often bring a particular member to the front or we request that they be the one to do them. Here’s a sample of a few[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
In our system– not necessarily representative of other systems– it is very common for members who are not at the front to be asleep while in the back. It is less common for us to be conscious of members who[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
tfw you are front stuck and all the things you wanna do are only going to make you more front stuck and they’ll also disrupt current system stability :c
I’m so glad! Fanfiction and writing is a big tool in our pocket for understanding our history and expressing our feelings toward one another.
Psychological kin believe that their kintype is because of something happening in their brain. Spiritual fictionkin believe that their kintype is because of real actual literal magic/ occult/ spiritual reasons. Psychological kin generally don’t believe that souls, magic, alternate universes[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hi friend! This is actually something I’m happy to talk about in public. When we say “spiritual” regarding fictionkin what we mean is that we believe very literally that our being fictionkin is magical and literal, rather than psychological in[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Kintype/fictive from an ongoing shonen manga is the worst curse imaginable.
Our system is a bunch of literal dead people who knew each other in alternate dimensions all reincarnated into one body on this earth🤷
I’ll be honest, we’re not sure we have a strong idea of what the standard “protector stereotype” even is. Would you elaborate for us? We have lots of system members who are aggressive or hostile in certain circumstances, and many[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Oh! Oh no XD Wildly bisexual leaning masc-attracted. Some of my other MGS F/Os are Ocelot and Kaz. No offense taken! not much anyway I’m not straight but I AM fictive/fictionkin and the Snake that I met in my lifetime[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Something funny I’ve noticed is that we tend to have broadly typical interpretations, headcanons, ships and opinions about fiction we’re fans of that aren’t fictive/fictionkin sources for us. And our opinions, ships, and interpretations of the fiction that is our[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
We actually have some advice for this! Talking ‘mind to mind’ internally often can get muddled and mixed up– that blurry or co-fronty feeling that you describe. The biggest way we get around that is to write your communication externally[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
hound-k41207: Absolutely livid that every work of fiction under the sun depicts “losing your humanity” as something inherently bad and morally wrong. “I’m not human anymore and that makes me automatically evil and bad in every way possible and now[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hey anon. Hugs if you want them. I can tell you’re not having a good time right now. We can relate to your system member feeling out of place in this world– we do too. That’s why we consider ourselves[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
partywithponies: “It’s just a TV show” maybe to you. I absorbed it into my soul though.
Whenever someone compliments our character writing in a fanfic, and they’re talking about one of the people who are in our system– –it’s just. The most absolutely validating thing in the world. Like– yes, person who loves the way we[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
canineluvz: shout to alterhuman self shippers. i love you and so does your f/o <3
sabre-tooth: One more painfully fucking honest moment with you pals. Half the time I expect to wake up in a tank of green goo and find out this whole thing was a dream or a programmed memory or a virtual[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
When you’re fictionkin/fictive and post about it online, you live in a reality where sometimes your day genuinely starts with being contacted by an alternate universe version of yourself. So that was how MY morning started. XD How’’s yours?
Hi, friend! Not an offensive question at all, and we are happy to answer! Each of our system members individually considers themselves fictionkin. We are each, in the system, a single fictionkin person. The system is made up of a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
stargoyle: Which one are you? Werewolf Vampire Frankenstein’s monster See Results
OH GOD DAMN IT REALLY?
Micro-dosing identity validation by ordering fast food under your real name instead of the body’s name.
virokuns: speaking of our personal religious beliefs how the fuck do i explain to regular normal people that my religion comes from fuckinf. undertale multiverse That’s generally the point where we personally stop explaining to most people and get real[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Interesting when a piece of information that contradicts your source memories is technically canonical– but it is not presented to or by any of the characters within the narrative, rather being presented directly to the viewer as fact by a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction: Many people consider their kintypes to be based in reincarnation, and each kintype is a separate lifetime they lived before this one. For instance, our first life was in the Steven Universe universe, and then after that lifetime ended,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I’m so glad to help, and like I said, I really hope your system member enjoys the F/O community! Just remember, when a fictive system member or a fictionkin F/Os someone from their source who is no longer someone they[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Thank you for clarifying! Your system member can (and should, if he wants to) absolutely call his crush from his source his F/O and treat them like an F/O in the community. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Hey! Thanks for the message! <3 I’ll try to help. So, let’s see– you said that the F/O (we’ll use that term for now) does not exist in your system, and you don’t personally know anyone with that character in[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I want to keep being reincarnated forever, so I can continue inventing new and worse types of toxic relationships to be in with my soulmate(s).
Never ask yourself “What would Magneto do?”. The answer is get extremely deep in current discourse. Try to stay calm and rational about it. Fail. Lose his shit everywhere. And then be mad about it for days.
Well, this is an easy question for us to answer because almost all of Sinister System’s F/Os are either in our system, or in our partner system! When that’s the case, F/O posting becomes a sort of game we play[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
today on: “its not a bit, its not intentional, we don’t do it because we’re thinking about who we are”– Peter forgot that he wasn’t allowed in the kitchen, tried to prep chicken for dinner, and promptly set off the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I have “I disagree with everyone in my source media’s fandom about everything” disease. V_V
I’m pretty sad that I, a Homestuck character, can’t get excited about Homestuck content any more.
possessed-pack: Please. I want to be a creature.
octal-codes: Reblog if you’re not human
handsomeamoeba: radiofreederry: radiofreederry: radiofreederry: If I was trapped in an endless cycle of death and rebirth I would be normal about it I get to continue to live and experience the world over and over again? Uh, yes please, do[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
verilyshippable: has he ever loved? feelings of a nonhuman are surprisingly complicated. he knows that he wants to spend time with you, that he enjoys spending time with you. he felt a sense of comfort with you. he’s not sure[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
imissthembutitwasntadisaster: Hate hate hate how when I get angry there is a physical reaction but it’s not glowing eyes or growing claws or something it’s crying. This feels unfair.
I feel like an elf watching another one of the ages of men crumbling around me.
what-even-is-thiss: acrylic-user: what-even-is-thiss: No you won’t ever be exactly the same again and that’s fine, actually. I’m assuming you’re talking about the ‘died and came back different’ thing? No, I’m talking about the mundane horror of existing as a human[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
mostly-funnytwittertweets:
fromfiction: We have been made aware that there is some kind of altercation going on in the server that used to be affiliated with Fictionkin.org. We would like to make it clear that that server is no longer affiliated with[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
yesterdaysprint: The Evening World, New York, March 16, 1908 me and this sea monster 🤝 a very amiable sort of freak
seeking out the pleasing vanishment of being subsumed and integrated into something greater than oneself.
disasterpieces86: i remember one time someone tried to help me “”“recover”“” from identifying with a character who was an abuser (idfk man it made me feel better about the shit i went through) by saying “well why dont you identify[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I was not complete until you were a part of me. ♥️
petbrain: damn girl you really suck at pretending to be human
the smith that reforges a broken sword is still that sword’s creator.
Sometimes when I feel a cold, or wet sensation on my foot I look down and I expect to see blood, like it’s that moment when you’re hurt but before the pain’s arrived.
Do you ever get so deeply caught up and invested in your Self Insert and have their character and lore so enmeshed with the source material in your head that it’s strange to look at the canon and not see[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Thanks for sharing your feelings, anon. Sending you good vibes. context link
Existing as a fictive means living every day with a curious kind of body horror. The face in the mirror is not my face. The body I use is not my body. It is a stranger to me. The wrong[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Woke up with Danganronpa kin thoughts in my (🔫🦢) head this morning, so I have decided to share some of our ‘lore’. In a lot of ways our experiences are very closer to the material that’s presented in canon. The[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I’m really sorry, anon, this is actually something we don’t have. We have lots of resources for questioning being fictionkin, otherkin, etc, but we have been plural for so long and it’s so innate to our life and how we[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
werewolftits: that’s fucking it. bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The disconnect between kin life gnosis and knowledge of the canonical text of a work is sometimes staggering. I’m reeling from re-realizing that Oce/lot isn’t even *in* Peace Wal/ker. He just shows up at the beginning of Phan/tom pain out[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Canon: these two characters have never met Meanwhile: these two characters are sitting in each other’s laps as we speak
If I nickel for every time I grew up all by myself in a huge mansion full of guns, trap doors, and taxidermy I would have two nickels. Which isn’t lot but it’s weird that it happened twice. (Homestuck life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
If I nickel for every time I grew up all by myself in a huge mansion full of guns, trap doors, and taxidermy I would have two nickels. Which isn’t lot but it’s weird that it happened twice. (Homestuck life[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
There are either 23 or 25 sinister system members depending on how you count. Toko (😼🔪), Hal, Trevor (🔫🍳) and Kirigiri (🔍⚔️) we’re the first members awake in the body. Despite Toko and Hal being the main fronters for years[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Some random Sinister System history trivia There are either 23 or 25 sinister system members depending on how you count. Toko (😼🔪), Hal, Trevor (🔫🍳) and Kirigiri (🔍⚔️) we’re the first members awake in the body. Despite Toko and Hal[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
One of the worst things about exotrauma, is that having a traumatic memory of an event can cause you to fixate on that moment in time and it’s consequences. It can make you unable to remember the ways things got[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Sure! 🌺😈 || Jade Harley 😼🔪 || Captain Spinneret Mindfang, Vriska Serket 💻🔪|| Aranea Serket 🌀😎|| Cronus Ampora 🐙🧪|| Eridan Ampora 💪🔫|| Equius Zahhak 🦇👁|| Sextus Ampora (non-canon third loop Troll) 🕷😎||Dirk Strider 🕷🛠️|| Robo Dirk Strider/Lil Hal 🎀💖|| Jasmine[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Sure! 🌺😈 || Jade Harley 😼🔪 || Captain Spinneret Mindfang, Vriska Serket 💻🔪|| Aranea Serket 🌀😎|| Cronus Ampora 🐙🧪|| Eridan Ampora 💪🔫|| Equius Zahhak 🦇👁|| Sextus Ampora (non-canon third loop Troll) 🕷😎||Dirk Strider 🕷🛠️|| Robo Dirk Strider/Lil Hal 🎀💖|| Jasmine[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse Film Gets Manga Spinoff About Doc Ock in Schoolgirl’s Body funnier as a fictive I guess??? How do they know. who told them? –🧪🐙 darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/rTEwKVd
Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse Film Gets Manga Spinoff About Doc Ock in Schoolgirl’s Body funnier as a fictive I guess??? How do they know. who told them? –🧪🐙
Yeah, honestly pal, all the fucking time. We tend to avoid mirrors a lot because of how deeply the body’s reflection can fuck with our heads sometimes. darkheart-despairs
I don’t know how much this helps, but here is something that we remind ourselves regarding self and delusion. Being plural and being singlet are both completely internal experiences with no method of outside verification. There is in fact no[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Yeah, honestly pal, all the fucking time. We tend to avoid mirrors a lot because of how deeply the body’s reflection can fuck with our heads sometimes.
I don’t know how much this helps, but here is something that we remind ourselves regarding self and delusion. Being plural and being singlet are both completely internal experiences with no method of outside verification. There is in fact no[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Soaking in the body-feeling of a very physical shift. Feeling your body as if it matched the body map in your mind. Standing in front of the mirror, closing your eyes and tracking your movements, picturing your reflection the way[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Soaking in the body-feeling of a very physical shift. Feeling your body as if it matched the body map in your mind. Standing in front of the mirror, closing your eyes and tracking your movements, picturing your reflection the way[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
dionysian-mystery: No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/PprZqz1
dionysian-mystery: No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai
human bodies (derogatory) darkheart-despairs
cupid-tune: Reflections are much nicer to look at. darkheart-despairs https://ift.tt/2m1lfFW
cupid-tune: Reflections are much nicer to look at.
lifeinpoetry: “this body is just a bad dream” — Jess R. Sutton, from my only regret is having a body
that feeling when you’re from a piece of media you actively dislike, and looking at the canon feels like a gross distortion of the world you lived in.
Dumb little fictionkin thing: seeing art of your kintype that heavily exaggerates your attractiveness, especially like, in a mainstream way. Like honey, I’m flattered but I promise my body did NOT look like that. Enjoy the fantasy tho :p
starseverance: Do any of you consider your relationship(s) with your F/O(s) to be real in a spiritual way? If so, I’d love to chat with you about that! Source: xxblackheartbiohazardsxx